Moar lyrics, zzz.

Believe, believe, there’s magic here tonight.
Believe, believe!

It was an awfully quiet night
The sharp cold air made my cheeks blush
Without thinking, I would always glare at you
“…It’s not my fault, y’know?”
That’s what your face said

It was this innocuous moment
That I felt I would remember for life

In this night of twinkling stars
I wished for one thing
‘Please, if this time could just continue’
If we could look up and see the same sky
Then maybe at least the important things
Will always be by our side
That’s what I had thought

These feelings are always one-sided
They can’t be passed along
I thought I had at least figured that out
You always were slow
I’m just always so angry
That’s probably how you see it, right?

In this world full of difficulties
You are here
That’s all I need to live on for another day

In this night of twinkling stars
each of the two were alone
As though trying to share the pain we bear
If we look up and see the same sky now
Then I have to say something
But what should I say?

“Hey, I want to see a shooting star”
The fingers jokingly waved through the air
Drew a beautiful tail
As though it were magic

In this night of twinkling stars
I forgot one thing
As soon as I start to speak
My heart jumps with a ‘thump’
The hands that touched for an instant in the dark
Did you notice?
I guess that’s just how it goes

In this night
This night of twinkling stars

SNIEGS.

Works every time.

<3

Bitch, where's my winter?

grr.

That was--

Oh, shut up!.

zzzz

Eglīte smaržo un mirdz..
actiņās prieks,
satraukta sirds.

Zzzzzz

Kas es esmu?

Does it make me weird if my favorite singer is Kanae Itou, my favorite band is Ikimono Gakari, I think there's nothing cuter than the girls in this picture

and if I see something hand-made like a ziemassvētku vainags @ my door, then I don't feel anything and I don't wanna touch it or look at it unless it sporuted 1 wing and tried to fly while it spins around in a circle on the ground?

zzzz

Saruna pirms 3arpus gadiem

Šorīt kkā prātā visu laiku ir saruna, kas man bija ar Eddiju.
Par to kā būt tētim 19 gadu vecumā, anālo seksu un citām parastām, neinteresantām lietām.
Un jā tajā sarunā arī bija 2 lietas, kas man iestrēga atmiņā.

1- Saruna par one thing, kur I was like "She does it but won't let me"
un pretī dabūju "hmm.. Sounds good." kas man lika visu apdomāt un saprast ka viņam ir taisnība.
2- Vārdi "whaaat?! Dude, if THAT'S what your country does to you guys then come over to America, we'll get you a place to stay, a job and a gf. all will be great."

Jāpadomā, moš tiešām pamazām taisīties uz tīšanos prom no šejienes..

Also wonder how Ben is doing, cik atceros viņiem tieši apm tagad vajadzētu taisīt savu ceļojumu pa eiropu.

zzzz.

wow.. haha :D

Es tikko kaut ko sapratu.
Like literally 2 minutes ago.
Kaut ko tādu, ko man laikam vajadzēja saprast, kad to pirmo reizi redzēju.. like.. 2 years ago? :D
Fucking wow.
Fucking hate lasīt starp rindiņām. hahaha :D
Šitas ir tāds šokeris ka pilnīgi gribās ierakties dziļāk, lai būtu sasniegts vēl viens solis, lai beidzot saprast savu pagātni. But I won't. Šoreiz nē.

Shine!

P.S. Ak šie vārdi
http://www.viddler.com/explore/nanaki244/videos/13

ED 4 Interesanti kā divu cilvēku dzīves skatījumi var tik ļoti atšķirties.

Pēdējā laikā naktīs. mājās. pārņem sajūta, ko nekad vēl nebiju tā jutis.
Ja naktis pavadītas centrā, tad galvā domas, kas nekad agrāk nav rādījušās.

Kaut kā plāni man te rakstās pēdējā laikā un I had a lot of catching up to do.
Kaut kā pavirši es to tikko pabeidzu darīt un es sapratu vienu lietu.

Es pirms kāda ne pārāk ilga laiciņa kādam devu solījumu.
Un es tikko sapratu, ka es šo solījumu lauzīšu.
In fact - es darīšu visu, lai man šo solījumu nekad nekad nebūtu jāizpilda citā laikā.


Nemaz nezinu, kāpēc tagad man pēdējā laikā ir tādas sajūtas.
Agrāk, kad man bija patukši iekšā tad es paskumu, un tad vnk paliku par kkādu nezinu ko, who craved attention more than anything, un kurš jutās ok, kad beidzot to atkal dabūja, bet tagad.
Tagad tā nav. Nē.
Man šobrīd ir tāds tukšumiņš iekšā, un you know what. That's kind of okay. I don't mind.
Man nav iebildumu pabūt vienam kādu laiciņu, lai gan vakaros tiešām ir diezgan vientuļi.
Man ir iekšā prieciņš, par to ka kāds, ko pazīstu smaida no visas sirds ūn cer, ka ir atrastas priecīgas beigas.
Bija laiciņš, kad tu man biji "Miho". Laiki kad es domāju ka tā būs. Laiki kad es domāju "someday, somehow, somewhere but it will happen".
Bija gadījies aizdomāties, vai tevi satiekot, man sirds iepukstētos stiprāk.
Un es nezinu. Maybe. But for a different reason. Then again. quite possibly not.
Cik vispār laiks ir pagājis haha. Tiešām smieklīgi uz to paskatīties. bet nu someday it might be a story I somehow tell to somebody.
Maybe someday somehow somewhere. To somebody. When I'm 28.
Man garšoja mūsu pasaka ūn nedaudz garšoja arī mana pasaka, kas turpinājās, kad tavējā jau beidzās, un es centos izdarīt vienu lietu, cik nu tas bija manos spēkos manā situācijā. I think I did it. Ūn tagad nāk meidziņš, un acis veras ciet, so good night. Hoping for a fairy tale dream.


Remember when he asked if they could be together and she said no?
Remember when she asked if they could be friends and he said no?


In this world, every day is dull and full of nonsense.
I cover my ears trying to mute the noise.
Why do people hurt each other?
Can you hear my heartbeat?
Baby I trust you my friend.

In the contradictory, overlapping shadows,
on the recesses of my heart, falling into despair,
While carrying this pain in my chest,
Can I really dream of tomorrow?

Remembering the rainbow I found after the rain
I close my eyes, come fly with me into my dream,
If I have you who shines so strong,
I can envision an everlasting rainbow
And remember the moonlight of the night we met
I can picture it, so many times

And you give yourself away...

That's the way.

Nobody’s perfect.
That is so true.
No man is an island.
That I agree, too.

... We’re only human
So we make mistakes
But we’re also human
To choose what life we take.

I made a mistake once
And it’s a “major major” one.
I don’t want to make the same mistake again
So, I choose not to love you, again.

For to error is human,
To love is divine.
But to piss me off is a mistake
That you shouldn’t make!

Sirsniņa iet "tuk tuk".

Vienmēr ir licies ka es ātri spēju iemācīties lietas, pietam darīt viņas labāk kā tas, kas man to mācīja.. Bet nu man ir jautājums. Kāpēc tik daudzi cenšas, bet nevienam galu galā neiznāk iemācīt man atvērt acis.
Is it cause I really did start sucking, vai arī jūs visi vienkārši esat slikti skolotāji?
Ziniet kā filmās notiek. When a person is down. Then some person shows up, and tells him that one thing, that lifts off all the pain and confusion.
I want that.
Šobrīd so confused. Kkā pat ir nedauz.. jā.. naids. pret cilvēkiem kopumā. pretty much visi ir tik.. parasti. tik neinteresanti. Es gribu redzēt kko, kas mainītu to visu. Es gribu tuktuktuktuk.

Dzīve ir skaista?

Painstakingly obvious.

nc

Daylight in your eyes
Daylight in blue eyes
Darkness, holding on to me

Moonlight, midnight sun
Moonlight, here it come
Darkness, that's what I'm without you

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, make sense to my cries
I wanna kiss you, will you tell me why?

Where is the love in every fading rainbow
High above trees below the moon and sun
Where is the love in every black-eyed ocean
Where is the love

Where is the love in every left down heartbeat
Glamor and fall is what I'm thinking of
Where is the love how could you say it's over
Where is the love?

Nodame Cantabile.

I want to hear you play again.

Ūn jā. nekad nedomāju ka kādreiz to teikšu, bet - kādu dienu es aiziešu uz klasiskās mūzikas koncertu.

At times, the mind can be restricted by memories. But the mind can be set free with new encounters.

Quite possibly the best lyrics I have ever read.

Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But, still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I won't bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night

Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me

Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene

Dzirdu.

Miu.

2:44 naktī. sēžu un domāju.
Dzīve kā zāģis. Uz augšu, uz leju, uz augšu, uz leju, un visi "kalniņi" vienādi.
Gribas te ierakstīt kko vairāk, bet nav spēka.

Katru dienu uzzinu, kaut ko jaunu cilvēku uzvedībā ūn redzu likumsakarības. Weird.

Ŗīt.

Ŗŗŗŗŗīīīīt!