Awesome words.

Look in my eyes tell me i’m alright
I don’t know if i’m still alive
If this is goodbye
Forever’s just a lie
Big enough to make you wanna try

Iemācīties izgriezt.

Blogs.
Domāju ka viņš ir vieta kur izlādēt to, ko īstajā dzīvē tu nevari, vai - negribi, izrādīt.
So basically, for me - for depressing stuff in my head. Random thoughts I wish to get out of my system.

Heart isn't healing. Hate this feeling.[mentally]

Heart isn't healing. Hate this feeling.[physically]
No ārsta braucot, pa ceļam aizgāju līdz the spot, pat neatceroties, vai bija 16.. vai 17... ar grūtībām izskaitīju, jo gadi dara savu. wood ain't forever.
nu ja.. arī tur ir 16 vai 17..
No familiar feelings. Sadness overwhelms.
Road home.
I'd love to go through some emotions in the past. Bet tās lietas ir izdzēstas, nekad nesapratīšu, kā kādam tas tik viegli izdevās. Vnk izmest no dzīves ārā un viss. No regrets (?), no rememberance of it even existing.
Just cut. it. out.
Teach me so I can blame you.

Sickness kills.

One of my memories.

*sees her* Kas pa..
*notices her too* Ām, nu tad es dodos..!
*stares* mhm.. davaj, tad lidz ritam.
*dodas prom*
*iekaapj autobusaa un aizbrauc*
*stop staring* *still speechless* *thinking how the fuck could this happen.*
... after 15 minutes.
atnāk sms.
davaj rit netiekamies.
jo?
būtu tu redzejis savu seju when you saw her.

Fan.

As life continues, we learn (often in the hardest of ways) that things never remain the same. One can be happy for only so long. Sorrow creeps--sometimes barges--into our lives when we are least prepared or when we least suspect it. But one can only be sad for only so long as well, this show shows us that life does not end even when we think it does.

There is always a story that takes place afterwards.

atkal 5 stundu marafons. :/

:P

lol

(...)
So how old are you?
23.
Okay, cool. And how's korea?
Good. Cheap, cause won are worth way less than euros.
Okay.. lol, it's not like something that costs 5 euros here, costs 5 won there.
Yeah but.. well my girlfriend makes a lot of money so.
I hate you right now.
Lol, yeah but, we brought a lot of money from the netherlands too.
Still hate you.
Yea, but don't get me wrong, I win money too, from poker mainly. AndI had a very good job in the netherlands.. I have 3 cars.
Uh, yea I'm not half bad at it, but high stakes ain't really for me, Don't have the nerves for that.
Haha yea. Well, it's not all so great here though, I have a kid too, crying all the time, irritating.
Heh well, kids can be really awesome though, that outweighs the crying bigtime.
Yeah, so true.. Anyway, what about you?
About me?
Yea, how's your life?
Well I live in Latvia ._.

I almost wish you didn't love me too.

Aoi, aoi, sora ni.

Truth be told.

Chase your dream no matter what. Chase it with all you've got.

I need a dream.

heart.

C. AS. Night

Būtu jābeidz tik vēlu iet gulēt laikam :/

Kakls sāp.

Plan2W. Gotta be good.

The Cat Returns.
Spice and Wolf.
Pandora Hearts.
Kimi ni Todoke.
Kara no Kyoukai 1-7.
Kami nomi zo Shiru Sekai.
Ga-Rei: Zero.
Durarara!
Cat Shit One (Apocalypse Meow).
Bakuman.
She and her cat.
Suzumiya Haruhi series.
sola.
Air.
Lucky ☆ Star.
Nyan koi! (plot - lol)
Tsumiki no Ie.

Murr.

Promise.

Remember.

Kimochi. [Love that bass]

To really make sure that the two of us will meet,
I cast a magic spell
Our hands are gently touching,
and then look at me smile
I know it's working now

We pretend not to realize
How we really feel inside
And then we just suddenly, Suddenly we fell in love

kr4 tā.

Pārdomas, par ko runāju pāris ierakstus atpakaļ ir galā.
I will be different.
There will be casualities.
Never look back.
You are all you should be worried about.
Get your baloži back.
You don't have to be the best, you have to be the best you you can be.
"I can bring it down to 95%, but that's the best I can do" ©Courteney Cox Arquette.

On another note, patīkami dabūt 9, kad visi pārējie dabū 7-8.
Success.

.

Say what you want to say.

So..
Pagājšceturtdien brālis izvācās un pārbrauca uz savu dzīvokli..
Visu šo nedēļu mājās neviena izņemot mani nebūs.
Daudzi grib braukt ballēties. Nu ja.. būs vien jāpakļaujas. (smirk).

Šī piektdiena bija diezgan drausmīga.
Bija mini-tusiņš ar vecajiem labajiem skolas-biedriņiem (lai gan bijām tikai 5 cilvēki.)
Kā vienmēr nadja uztaisīja scēnu un es visu priekšā viņu pasūtīju dirst, jo zb, I lost a friend that day, bet enuff is enuff. I fucking hate fake people, and.. funny story! tajā pašā vakarā, kad vēlāk piebrauca klāt ligitas 2 draugi, pēc apmēram stundas tusēšanās one of them called me fake un reāli pēc 40 sek jau bij diezgan interesanti. Vēl nedaudz un būtu tāds normāls kautiņš. Dīvaini vispār, negaidīju no sevis ko tādu, ka ja man 2reiz lielāks (nu labi nedaudz pārspīlēju) čalis priekšā stāv un bļauj uz mani un draud, and I'm not even the least afraid. Anyway, nolēmām iziet uz balkona "uzpīpēt" and everyone knows I don't smoke, so yeah, tajā brīdī sapratu, kas no tā mūsu bariņa ir mani draugi un kas nav. Backstabbers(bet nu tajā te es neiedziļināšos) obviously aren't.
Viss gan beidzās normāli un uz balkona visu atrisinājām pa mierīgo un uz manu jautājumu "kas pie velna ir tava problēma" man atbildēja ar "sorry, man dažreiz uznāk, neesi vainīgs, vajadzēja izlaist tvaiku un tu gadījies pa rokai." un tad some story par to kāpēc viņam tas tā gadās. That felt totally fake tbh, bet nu labi, ligitiņas dēļ nepiekasījos, jo nav ko arī leldei dzīvokli vandīt. Nu jā tad aizgājām atpakaļ iedzērām bik 4atā, and kā es bik negatīvi izteicos pa bonīti tā var redzēt ka čalim atkal uguns acī un foršs komentārs uz manu pusi, and es sapratu ka pareizi vien viņu balkonā nolasīju. Nu ja, drīz vien pēc tā gulēt. Ar segu un spilvenu. Uz grīdas, jo gultā jau guļ 4 cilvēki. Kā vēlāk izrādās - pie atvērta balkona. Brīnos ka nesaslimu.
Jāpadomā bik pa to, kā dzīve iet uz priekšu..

Paper planes in the sky.

now that I think about it, it was already the end.
But we didn't even realize it and were absorbed in the ending.

That's what reality is.

Yeah.

It's impossible to have a fair ending. That ending was more realistic.

One day it suddenly comes to an end without prior notice.

The one who's been dreaming about it before then like an idiot is destroyed in an instant.

K...

Don't end it yet.

I thought it would continue forever, You'd be with me, I'd be with you. You'd always be sloppy and need me to take care of you.

But I'd always do my best to support you, and you'd support me when I was having a hard time.

We'd fight sometimes, then make up. And then before you know it..

What'd you think? Tell me the truth.

I thought something like that as well. I thought it would somehow turn out that way.

Really? So it was just too late for me to find out.

I should've admitted what I felt sooner.

I'm sorry.

This vid is awesome. Šitas čalis kas to visu salika kopā un sataisīja varētu taisīt treilerus filmām un klipus dziesmām un what-the-fuck-ever-he-wants, I'd watch it all.