Savior.

It kills me not to know this but I've all but just forgotten
What the color of her eyes were and her scars or how she got them
As the telling signs of age rain down a single tear is dropping
Through the valleys of an aging face that this world has forgotten

There is no reconciliation that will put me in my place
And there is no time like the present to drink these draining seconds
But seldom do these words ring true when I'm constantly failing you
Like walls that we just can't break through until we disappear

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

But the day pressed on like crushing weights
For no man does it ever wait
Like memories of dying days
That deafen us like hurricanes
Bathed in flames we held the brand
Uncurled the fingers in your hand
Pressed into the flesh like sand
Now do you understand?

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

1000 miles away
There's nothing left to say
But so much left that I don't know
We never had a choice
This world is too much noise
It takes me under
It takes me under once again
I don't hate you
I don't hate you

So tell me now
If this ain't love then how do we get out?
Because I don't know
That's when she said I don't hate you boy
I just want to save you while there's still something left to save
That's when I told her I love you girl
But I'm not the answer for the questions that you still have

I don't hate you
I don't hate you, no

Fall into you.

Find that the walls are beneath you
And the end of the line is a brand new avenue
You said nothing in this world could ever
Make you feel better than I do
You said no one in this world could ever
Take away all this from you
So hold on just a little longer
When you don't feel that you belong
All I want is a chance to fall into you.

Amazing.

He tells you a story and you get a little scared
But you’re not really worried
Cuz you’re both lying there
So many thoughts cross his mind
He’s never been this confused
He’s only sure of one thing
He’s gotta make his move
Make your move

Something about the way she looks at you and you don’t
Know what the hell she plans to do
You are lost in her smile her laugh her touch her kiss
So you hope
Something’s there
You don’t care
If it’s fair
And you say
It’s ok
That you’ll wait
And sit tight
You don’t mind
So he’s losing his mind
And he wishes that he had more time
So he could prove to her his love is real
So she would let him steal
So she would let him

Steal her heart away to keep forever
He would keep it close
And how he’d love her so
He’d never let her go away from him
He’d cherish every moment
Spent indulging in her arms
He would dread the days
When they’re apart

Make your move
Make your move right now
Don’t you waste your time
Don’t you don’t you take your time tonight
It’s that look on her face
That seduces all the love you’ve ever kept inside
That’s just been waiting there to be
Set free oh
She’s the one to set you free

Face Down Blinded.

Baby tip toein tip tap tappin on the wooden floor
Sure not to cause a
Ripple in the tide on a west end night
You know it’s packed with
Lame first impressions everywhere you turn
Everyone’s concerned about themselves
So don’t end up alone
You better you better be sure
You’ve been taught not to end up alone at night so

All I’d like to ask tonight
Is a little tune topping and to ice the cake
So I can get you I can get you out of your shell
All I’d like to pass along
Is a little advice
So you stop belonging
To all the nights with the wrong surprises
Flashing lights wasted
Face Down Blinded

You put yourself out there today
Leaving everyone around amazed
And mesmerized by the smile on your face
Be gentle be gentle
You put yourself out there tonight
You won me over in the blink of an eye
My insides reflecting expecting you
But you’re not yourself
So don’t end up alone
You better you better be sure
You’ve been taught not to end up alone at night so

All I’d like to ask tonight
Is a conversation and a glass of wine
So I can get you I can get you out of your shell
All I’d like to pass along
Is a little advice
So you stop belonging
To all the nights with the wrong surprises
Flashing lights wasted

Stolen cars - Home run.

Dziesma, kas izraisa atkarību. Žēl gan ka tik perversa, bet jēziņ.. tīk forša dziesma ^___^

Home Run

Hit a home run with this one
Finally relaxed my grip
She was a good catch
Knew how to use her lips
Funny how it all began
Became my biggest fan
F-feelin through the mesh
To reveal a little flesh
A little more oh so much more
Lifting me beyond the trees
Above your amazonic canopy
Across the sea
Into my transatlantic destiny
It’s going it’s going it’s gone
Home Run

I drove around downtown til she found me
We hit it off its simple had to beg for more you see
I can’t seem to get enough of this intimacy
It makes me wild I can’t figure out
Where my head’s gone oh
Where my head’s gone oh
Oh yea oh yea
Oh yea oh oh

So imagine what it’s like
Right there waiting all your life
Push down, legs around me
This one will make you a man
She came to sign me up
I signed her inner thigh
H-high off her scent
And I’m filling up with want for more
Up and down
With diamond coated ecstasy
Anatomic fantasies
Extrapolate the wettest scene
Tub the pool
The beach no rules
It’s going it’s going it’s gone
Home Run

The only care in the world
Is a mosaic
Traced with sound
Of your breath
As the only orchestrating
Bit of light
Burning bright
Healing every inch of musical score
And I still want more
Smooth down your neck
Such a sensation, flirtation, temptation
To position myself in line
Fresh like the breeze
Fresh like the breeze
It’s gone
Going going it’s gone
Going going it’s gone
Going going it’s a home run


I drove around downtown til she found me
She licked it off it tickled had to beg for more you see
I can’t seem to get enough of this intimacy
It makes me wild I can’t figure out
Where my head’s gone oh
Where my head’s gone oh
Oh yeah oh yeah
Oh yeah oh oh

A Chinese Restaurant - Bandage for my bleeding.

So look at me now,
Understand where I am,
On top where you won't ever be
So look at me now,
Understand where I am,
On top where you won't ever be
You stood up late to reach the train
Not sorry for that,
Just remember what you said,
I'm stuck in circles
With walls around me that I can't keep away
Take a look around you,
See these pictures of me,
See these guys following,
Your pretty face looks strange
What will you do and how far will you go to reclaim your place?
Will you be the bandage for my bleeding?
What will you do and how far will you go?
So what will you do with your back against the wall,
I'm standing right in front of you,
My words are blaming you,
That's all.
And where will you go when there's nothing left to say?
You're stuck in circles with walls around you
You can't keep away
Take a look around you,
See these pictures of me,
See these guys following,
Your pretty face looks strange
Would, you, bleed a river to construct a spirit,
Full of pieces,
Based on good old memories?
What will you do and how far will you go to reclaim your place?
Would you be the bandage for my bleeding..

Carelessness

It's 1:51am, and I'm not even sleepy.
Sitting on a chair..
Watching a screen..
Listening to a song..
I don't care about a thing.
And I have this weird echo in my head..
..I wish I could've been your superhero..

mh..

Pirms pāris dienām uzrakstīju šo.. domādams par katru vārdu un tā nozīmi..

"I tried to stay away, like you said we will. I didn't want to be bad, but you lured me back. 'fraid I just came to say, I'm sorry but I just can't stay. You said it yourself, we have to move on. At least we tried, is what we can say. I love you, more than anyone, you know I do. And you knew it all along. Too bad you couldn't really accept it and we had to stay away for some reason.. I guess this is how the story ends.. Though I hope we have another one, Maybe a different one, yet maybe the same, but what I know for sure, is that I won't survive without you. I still visit the bus stop and I guess I always will.. See ya kiddo."

Bet bāc.. man tik, sasodīti, sāp.
Man besī ārā, ka man ir šādas sajūtas.. es viņas pat aprakstīt nevaru.. tā kā sirds plīst uz pusēm un gribas vienkārši nosisties, lai visiem miers. :(

Vai tiešām man pats svarīgākais cilvēks pasaulē būs tāds, ko es nekad īsti pat saticis neesmu? Ar kuru es pat īsti runājis neesmu?
un kāpēc es tā daru pāri visiem kas man apkārt. Vai tādēļ ka ar mani pašu līdzīgi izrīkojās kaut kad pasen? Negribētos ticēt ka tā..

Un vispār, kāpēc, man galvā ir tik daudz domu, ka es pat nevaru darīt kā agrāk.. vienkārši uzrakstīt viņas visas kaut kur, kur es zinu ka neviens izņemot mani tās nelasīs, kā piemēram šeit, un izlasīt vēlāk, lai saprast beidzot, kas pie velna manā paurī notiek.
Kāpēc es te nevaru vienkārši visu sarakstīt!?
Kāpēc katrs mans teikums sākas ar kāpēc. :/

Would It be true to say I miss the way it used to be?
I don't know.. I remember it was so good, but I always wanted it to be more than that.. I know I always will. And I know it will most likely never happen. It hurts so much, It always will.. Vai tu gaidi kaut ko no manis? Varbūt es gaidu kaut ko no tevis.. piemēram to "can we someday maybe meet and talk?" ?
Varbūt..

[heartbreaksmiley]

Bastard.

I said I was a bastard. Even if I don't think I am. I am.

Cause I like it

Something is circling
Can't seem to get it out of your head
Conversations faltering
And I think I deserve to know why

Why's it so hard to find the truth
Am I the last thing on, am I the last thing on your mind
Am I not good enough
Why am I not good enough for you

I run around giving you my time
But I don't think it means a damn to you
'Cause I can't see it looking in your eyes
And I've been waiting
For a sign or something to shine
Just a little bit of light on the reasons why
You won't, you won't open up

Chorus

I've spent all of my life looking out for
Something real to finally begin
But all of this time I've been talking
You've been slowly walking away

Why am I not good enough for you
Am I the last thing on, am I the last thing on your mind
Am I not good enough
Why am I not good enough
Am I the last thing on, am I the last thing on your mind
Am I not good enough, honey
Why am I not good enough for you, yeah



I make my way across the concrete playground
Head on over to the East side of town
Unprepared, I was scared
I didn't know what to say
I feel that I will fall in love with you
It's happening
Steady now, hold onto yourself
Five more flights to find you
The elevator opens the door, screaming silently

There you were standing in the doorway
There you were come closer
Come on closer

I'm holding onto the memory I created of you in my mind
Carefully for sometimes it plays tricks on me
Suddenly I refused to breath
Subconsciously you take me over
We don't even move
I'm sleeping, I'm dreaming
I'm waking up screaming

There you were standing in the doorway
There you were come closer
Come on closer
Let me see you tonight

Tonight, we will be together
Tonight, make this last forever
Tonight, come on a little closer
So I can see you better

There you were standing in the doorway
There you were come closer
Come on closer
Let me see you tonight

Please come closer to me
So I can see you better
So I can see you better