Until it's swapped..

Bēgt nav kur, izrādās..
Šodien, kāds man agrāk dārgs cilvēks, man nogadāja pēdējās atvadas.
Good luck in whatever you decide to do..
Un vispār ironiski, ka tas notika tieši šodien, jo tieši šodien es sevi noliku uz svītras, ar 90% izgāšanās iespēju, ūn tieši šobrīd gaidu rezultātus..
Neatmetīšos.
Let's put our hands together for a better life.

724 days of my life.

They're days I'm not getting back.
Zit..
Just like that...

I've promised myself the same thing so many times.
And now made the same promise.
And it's funny how I can't even type the things I want and I feel in my own blog.
Guess people don't even have to talk to each other to hurt each other.
Screw this, I can't stand it anymore.
I have a hope. And it's not a nice one.
The undertow reels him in.

Red in two.

Kā konfekte no bērnības kas bija skāba ka velnszinkas bēt ar ķīmiski saldu pildījumu, šī konfekte bija "Shock".

Es nevaru noticēt, ka man vairs nav patvēruma.
Neforši kad my business kadu padara niknu,
so I guess it's going back to how it was for all those months, and how it should've fkng been.
Un bleh, galvā skan tikai viena dziesma. pat ne dziesma bet tikai tās nosaukums.

So we walk the longest days to live inside the shortest nights
We compromise our hearts to keep them satisfied
The shadows of our past, hard to ignore but judgment means nothing that's not what we're fighting for

Because Matt owns.

Love,
I'm aching to believe
Give me something real enough
Give me somewhere to fall from

'cause in the dark
I can't find my feet
Built my world on promises
Colorless and cold

I'm short of breath, I'm sure
Gone, let it wash away the best I had
Gone, and when I disappear
Don't expect me back, don't expect me back

Lost, sweetest things get lost
In the static far away
Painted pictures of you
I fold
Don't want to be holy then
Don't want to be sold again
The way I was with you

I'm short of breath, I'm sure
Gone let it wash away the best I had
Gone and when I disappear
Don't expect me back, don't expect me back

I'm short of breath, I'm sure
Gone, let it wash away
The best I had
Gone, and when I disappear
Don't expect me back
Don't expect me back

At its worse the heart is sober
At its worse the heart is cold, cold, cold

I'm short of breath, I'm sure
Gone, let it wash away all the best I had
Gone, and when I disappear
Don't expect me, don't expect me back

Gone, let it wash away
The best I had




Nothing worse than an all-in bluff called,
So.. I dare you to call.
Yet after I risk it all,
I still get away safe,
Because you always fold..
I do believe I have something to look for,
I have something to look at.
I have something to reach out to.
With the highest level of difficulty, as always.
I've achieved something far beyond,
I prefer the game over the prize.
I guess I'll never change..

I'm aching for a whisper,
A silent tone, singing in my ear,
With me being a psycho cause it tickles.
But If It doesn't happen again..
Then it's okay.
I'll be alright, because I've lost my sentiment.
I've got something better.
I've got something worse.
I've got something different.
I don't have anything at all.

This blog ain't really mine anymore.

Your bitter goodbye is ringing through this quiet night,
This idle hour just wont pass.
I've never missed you this much, never thought I would,
Didn't think you'd feel so far away.
Your summer perfume is still blowing through this hallway,
Autumn's amber red shadows dance.
I miss our midnight rides, on highway 18,
18 is gone.

So go past the lights and all the excuses.
You could have left, sincerely yours.
Don't you think it's obvious that I want to say more?
But anything too daring to say to you,
Will be said in this letter, then burned away,
So you never realize, I'm here.

I'm thinking of your vague reply,
So I can understand,
Why we put this at rest,
Why we forget to,
Say that we were leaving,
And say that we were sorry,
The past remains unspoken,
As this vacant night is dying.

But I still miss your summer perfume.
This cold air brings in such a distance to us,
Such a painful distance.
But I'm still waiting for you to say, you hate me now,
So I don't have too.
Hold on to this burning heart,
This burning heart is getting old,
It's getting old.
While sitting on this cold kitchen floor,
Head down to hide the tears,
I've realized, I've finally realized,
That you were never,
You were never meant, for me.

Ūn I figured out when this all will end.
mmm...

Šodiena.

Nū kā to labāk aprakstīt...
"Kā uz sudraba paplātes.."
Nebūtu viena maza āķīša, tad būtu uz zelta vai vispār dimanta paplātes, bet nu jā.
I guess nebūtu jau nemaz tik grūti..
Bet nu es pats tik pat kā biju viņa vietā agrāk..
Ūn tieši tādēļ var teikt.. ka.. viņam.. ir tik sasodīti paveicies.. Bet tas nevilksies ilgi. And I won't even have to do a thing.
Ūn neskatoties, ka man jau labak ir ja viņam viss sabrūk.. bet nu.. daļa manis, dīvainā kārtā, vēlas, lai viss viņam tomēr būtu labi.
I don't make sense. Bet nu.. ehh.. :)
Tik dīvaina sajūta, kad tavos spēkos tiešam ir kaut ko mainīt, tā teikt, izmainīt dzīves ritējumu sev par labu, bet nodarot skādi kādam citam..
bleh.. :|

hmm..

No idea why it's gonna happen, but I don't mind.
I'm gonna enjoy it.

Cilvēcisks naivums, kas nenāk par labu, bet vienmēr ir.

The way that girl can break a heart
It’s like a work of art
And this is the worst part
She knows it

And she’s so confident
That she’s what everybody wants
But nobody wants
Her to know that

So fall back on all of your premonitions
And just learn to listen
To those that have more wisdom than you
And just stop
Putting so much stock
In all of this stuff
Live your life for those you love

And I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for

The way that girl can turn a head
Well she is such a threat
But don’t ever forget
She knows it

And she’s got it all
All figured out
And she won’t let you doubt
She knows it

I’m still waiting for
You to be the one I’m waiting for

Something tells me that this is going to make sense
Something tells me it’s going to take patience
Something tells me that this will all work out in the end

Relient K got popular :O

If it wasn't for him
I would still be searching
If it wasn't for him
I wouldn't know my best friend
If it wasn't for him
He would be able to see
If it wasn't for him
He would be as happy as me

In this heartbreak world.

Let's all pack up and move this year,
We'll slip the lines and disappear,
Leave memories for auctioneers.
And those, just standing still.

They'll miss the taste of wanting you.
Call out your name like I still do.
But they haven't said a word that's true,
And they only hold you down.

In this heartbreak world..
Of just imagine.
With tired talk of better days,
In his heartbreak world..
Where nothing matters,
C'mon let's make this world that's barely half awake,
Come true.

Let's move out of Los Angeles,
And just drive until the summer gives,
And forget the lives we used to live,
Cause we're gone..

The epitome of sparks.

Hello...

I haven't been here for a while,
And it sure wasn't because of lack of time..
I haven't let my emotions out too much these days,
I'm so sick of all the "try's" and "may's"
And I've got so much inside...
I'm listening to lyrical songs right now,
About the theme which is Goodbye, so-long.
And I don't really know why..
I guess I'm trying to get that mood, to know how it suits me,
I hate the fact, that my world's so small these days,
Cause believe it or not,
It's pretty much only you..
Only you..
It doesn't make sense..
Why..
Whyy.......
I've got a little secret inside, and I've kept it since..
like.. I don't know.. 30.03.2007?
Something like that..
This one feeling I have deep down..
It doesn't let go, and I don't know what to do.
it's been like a thousand days, without exception,
Not a single day slipped by without a thought of you.
Not a single one...
And the nights.. Damn it.
It's like so weird, like when everything inside is bleeding and crying,,
And I'm just sitting here with a neutral face, and nobody can tell..
Sometimes I think.. did we really lose our only chance,
at that little misunderstanding like 1 day after we understood,
that we like talking to each other?
At that one little spontaneous thing you said,
and misunderstood my reaction?
I guess I'll never know.
And by the way I'm smiling now,
I remembered how you once used to think of me as a superhero,
And only now I understood, that I was thinking of you the same way,
Not as an actual Superhero,
But as.. something surreal,
Something too good to be true,
Something you don'twant to get too close to, cause you're afraid it'll disappear..
I mean come on,
It's been so long, and I still can't imagine how you laugh,
I can't imagine you crying,
I can't imagine even looking at you while you're talking,
Cause I don't think I've ever done that.
And.. I'll let you in on a little secret.
Since January, I've had this little idea,
Something I wanted to do, but never did,
I wanted to call you from another number, just to hear your "Hello"
Since I know you wouldn't answer my call.
And instead, I just always imagined me doing it,
But it was pretty hard, since I could never remember your voice clearly..
And since then I always wanted to hear you speak, so I can finally get that little fantasy of mine going like I want it to.
And I did, at hamlets a few weeks ago,
When you came in, said something and hugged some girl,
And better yet, you were smiling.
And it was so funny, I was just sitting there like an idiot,
Smiling and couldn't look away.
My friends were asking me wtf was wrong with me, but I just.. well you know.
Anyway, I'll continue this another time,
I just opened a little red envelope with lots of about my life inside,
And I'm a bit broken now.
Funny how easy it is to get a tear out,
And get destroyed ina moment.
With everything inside just screaming "why".
And to be honest.. I haven't gotten the answer.. yet..
And it hurts like hell to know what I know..
It hurts like hell, to only have memories, about the sweetest alone-times in my life,
It hurts like hell, that it got out of hand, and we never picked it up again..
and even thought you might think we did.. I don't think so.. not since.. ehh..
It hurts like hell, to be this young, and know, that I'll never be attracted to anyone as much as to you.
And It hurts like hell, to know that nothing's going to become better, ever.
No matter how I try to hide you, You'll always be inside,
No matter how I try to run, you'll be right next to me,
and No matter how you try to run from me, for your own good, or for mine,
I know that at least for me - I'll ruin your plans, cause I'll find you anyway..
And probably even when you leave for the UK,
I'll still follow you closely,
And know more than you want me to know,
I'll misunderstand stuff that isn't even meant for me,
And I'll just be miserable,
Cause I know, that You're at the top of the list,
And always will be.. And nothing will ever change.
Long story short -
I want my cure that will never come.
And ugh.. even though, knowing you, it's 90% that you won't even ever read this,
but hell, this is my last chance to try and fix myself on my own..
Take some sparks from inside,
Try to set them free,
Yet watch them all just fly back in..

un jām.. this song has done 2 miracles in one day.. now that's what I call special.
[atbilde uz to, ko domā ir nē]

:(

If I had my way, I had my way
I wouldn't change a thing, wouldn't change a thing
Cause you're my obsession
You keep me in the dark to see your spark
You're keepin' me guessin'
Messin' with my heart. Got it down to an art

You're eyes surprise me every time
You're kiss it twists me, blurring the lines
And it's the very first night all over
The very first smile and then
I'm falling for you
Again

You wreck my world, you wreck my world
You're always that girl, always that girl
Who walked in the room and
I couldn't look away. You captivate
So drawn to you, and I still feel that way
Some things never change

You're eyes surprise me everytime
You're kiss it twist me, blurring the lines
And it's the very first night all over
The very first smile and then
I'm falling for you
Again

Laime.

Āk dievs kā es to gribētu, un man viņa ir deguna priekšā, žēl tikai ka tā nav mana, un es neesmu tik ļauns cilvēks lai to zagt citiem..
Godīgi sakot bija tāds kārdinājums.. bet tad es paskatījos uz tām bildēm.. un..
no.. I can't..
:(

Just because they're pretty... and forgotten.

Eyes are feeling heavy but they never seem to close
The fan blades on the ceiling spin but the air is never cold
And even though you are next to me I still feel so alone
I just can't give you anything for you to call your own

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

Something I've been keeping locked away behind my lips
I can feel it breaking free with each and every kiss
I couldn't bear to hurt you but it's all so different now
Things that I was sure of, they have filled me up with doubt

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight

I can feel you breathing
It's keeping me awake
Could you stop my heart? It's always beating.
Sinking like a weight

How am I supposed to feel about the things I've done?
I don't know if I should stay or turn around and run
I know that I hurt you, things will never be the same
The only love I ever knew, I threw it all away

And I can feel you breathing
And it's keeping me awake
Can you feel it beating?
My heart's sinking like a weight
___________________________________________________
There's a place off Ocean Avenue,
Where I used to sit and talk with you,
We were both 16 and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

There's a place on the corner of Cherry Street,
We would walk on the beach in our bare feet,
We were both 18, and it felt so right,
Sleeping all day, staying up all night,
Staying up all night.

There's a piece of you that's here with me,
It's everywhere I go, it's everything I see
When I sleep, I dream and it gets me by,
I can make believe that you're here tonight,
That you're here tonight.

If I could find you now,
Things would get better.
We could leave this town,
And run forever
I know somewhere, somehow, we'll be together
Let your waves crash down on me,
And take me away, yeah.

___________________________________________________

You're making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I am silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeah I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
They're all coming down since I've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
To cover your eyes,
Get your disguise.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
And the show goes on.
But you've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeah you've come this far,
And you're broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

___________________________________________________

Stop right there. That's exactly where I lost it.
See that line. Well I never should have crossed it.
Stop right there. Well I never should have said
That it's the very moment that
I wish that I could take back.
___________________________________________________

Cause when I looked into your eyes
And you dared to stare right back
You should've said "Nice to meet you, I'm your other half"
___________________________________________________

So here I sit looking at the traffic lights
The red extinguishes the hope that the green ignites
I want to run away I want to ditch my life
Cause all of my mistakes keep me awake at night

And after all of my alibis desert me
I just want to get by
I don't want nothing to hurt me
I had no idea where my head was at
But if my heart says I'm sorry can we leave it at that
Because I just want for all of this to end

And in my heart I so believed
The love you felt for me was more than
The love I'd wished for all this time
And when the doors were closed
I heard no I told you so's
I said the words I knew you knew
___________________________________________________

Explore the cave that is my chest
A torch reveals there's nothing left
Your whispers echo off the walls
And you can hear my distant calls
The voice of who I used to be
Screaming out "someone, someone please
Please shine a light into the black
Wade through the depths and bring me back

I have not been abandoned, no I have not been
Deserted and I have not been forgotten

I need you
I need you here
I need you now
I need security somehow
I need you
Like you would not believe
You're the only thing I want
Cause you're everything I need

And another thing..
I kinda found the song of my life with you..
Vismaz manā galvā šī doma bija tik.. ļoti.. ilgi..

I'd better rest my eyes
'Cause I'm growing weary of
This point you've been trying to make
So rather than imply
Why don't you just verbalize
All the things that you're trying to say

Thought this would turn out so well
But I'm beginning to see
That instead it's trouble
Into a pattern we fell
Of prolonging the inevitable

Why don't you
Come right out and say it?
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth
Than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it (come right out and say it)?
What it is you're thinking
Though I'm thinking it's not what I wanna hear

I better check my pride
Because I was starting to think
I was on to something good
But things started to slide
And I sit here in retrospect
And understanding that I misunderstood
Thought I could make up your mind
And then this decision locks up
So tight it couldn't be touched
Thought you were being so kind
But keeping your mouth sealed shut
Rather than just opening it up

And I tried
To guess what goes on in your head
'Cause in your mind
I just might find
All those things you left unsaid
And I'll try to maybe not regret anything
Later on after I'm gone
You'll wish that you
Had listened to me (listened to me)

Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are gonna hurt
We're better off this way
Why don't you
Come right out and say come right out and say
What I know you're thinking anyway
Why don't you
Come right out and say it
Even if the words are probably gonna hurt
I'd rather have the truth than something insincere
Why don't you
Come right out and say it

Some do, some don't.

And Some I do, Some I don't.
But damn, it feels so good to make people smile, and know that you're the one to blame.
I guess I had that burried a bit too deep. *sunshinesmiley*

Broken, this fragile thing now
And I can't, I can't pick up the pieces
And I've thrown my words all around
But I can't, I can't give you a reason

I feel so broken up
And I give up
I just want to tell you, so you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do
You are my only, my only one

Made my mistakes, let you down
And I can't, I can't hold on for too long
Ran my whole life in the ground
And I can't, I can't get up when you're gone

And something's breaking up
I feel like giving up
I won't walk out until you know

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one who gets me like you do
You are my only my only one

Here I go, so dishonestly
Leave a note, for you my only one
And I know you can see right through me
So let me go and you will find someone

Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you
You are my only one
I'd let go, but there's just no one, no one like you
You are my only, my only one
My only one
My only one
My only one
You are my only, my only one

Man vajadzētu atzīties..

Ka es, pat vienu dienu, nebiju tik akls, kā mani centās padarīt.
Pat vienu dienu ne..
Pat. ne. vienu.
Ūn arī šodien ne..

Rebirth and Resurrection are 2 diferent words.

As easy as 5 S's.
S1 - Alvin the chipmunk
S2 - The cat in boots from Shrek
S3 - Charmander wuf-wuf.
S4 - Gir with a muffin.
S5 - Gir on piggy.

Laughing for 5 hours and smiling till your cheeks hurt. I missed that.
Too bad some fairytales start one day, and end the next one.
It's just.. one.. evening..
One.. Magnificent.. referātless.. evening..

Feelings.

You wanted to know how I feel..?
Fine, here it is.
...
...
...
And now that you know..
Tell me..
What could you possibly say, to make all this alright?

BD sindroms.

Tik pat kā vienmēr pirms dziesmu ielieku pleijerī, izlasu lirikas and stuff ūn mēģinu saprast par ko viņa ir. Parasti izdodas.
Bet dažreiz, gadās tādi fenomeni, ka es saprotu, klausos viņu kādus mēnešus 2, un tad tikai pamanu īsto dziesmas būtību, ūn izrādās, ka maldījos pirms tam.. tā man bij ar šito.

There's a time when we try
To begin what is ending
If at first you don't succeed
Then we just end up pretending
If the dream isn't real
Is the lie worth defending?
Close your eyes, cover your ears
Shut your mouth

You can act na¯ve
But I know you're not stupid

You'll wake up when I walk out
Isn't that the way it plays?
The leaver leaves, the stayer stays
You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine
Isn't it a pity?
I wish you were really in it for life
I wish that you were in it for life

What you give is what you get
And what you got's now next to nothing
'Cause the life that you've accepted
Is the one that's least disruptive
Are you aware of the fact
That when I pull, there's no pulling back
You have half the mind, half the heart
Half the will

You can act na¯ve
But I know you're not stupid

You'll wake up when I walk out
Isn't that the way it plays?
The leaver leaves, the stayer stays
You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine
Isn't it a pity?
I wish you were really in it for life
I wish that you were in it for life

Some people talk like they can't hear
Some people walk but get nowhere
And when I'm done with the run I'm going on
I'm sure I'll be
Your biggest regret
You'll never forget

You'll wake up when I walk out
Isn't that the way it plays?
The leaver leaves, the stayer stays
You wouldn't make a move, so I made mine
Isn't it a pity?
I wish you were really in it for life
I wish that you were in it for life

Yeah you can run, but you can't hide
'Cause everything you're running from
Is locked inside
So let it the fuck out!

ūn šitas brīnums ne dziesma mani vakar nenormāli uzrunāja..

[Spoken:]
The music blared with a calming frequency.
The speakers gently seeped the sounds of ambient keyboards and light percussion,
creating a seductive soundtrack to our midnight drive through curtains of blackness.
The windows were cold to the touch, reflecting the icy conditions in our immediate extremity.
Salt stains and fingerprints littered the glass, and streets with melted snow cascaded down its length.
The music pulsed louder, yet gentle, like the far away squeal of a pot of boiling water.
The skyline was glowing faintly with vague hints of an impending dawn.
The car raced along a painfully straight stretch of road,
and she hadn’t so much as turned the steering wheel two degrees in the last twenty minutes,
nor had we spoken.

As we were, so perfect ,so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause that’s all they’ve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

[Spoken:]
“Why are you doing this?” she spoke as if not expecting a response.
Her voice penetrated the still air of our speechless drive, so suddenly that my heart had jumped.
“I’m not doing anything,” I said, but I didn’t even believe that myself.
“This is what’s best, for me, for you, for us." Or maybe just for me, I thought,
as a tear formed in the pit of her eye. The music poured through the speakers
and we were losing ourselves in the cadence. She looked down momentarily and closed her eyes
for a bit longer than a standard blink. Then she was crying. Then she was shouting.
Then I was shouting, now pouring confessions, having no answers, or solutions,
we barely even knew the questions.

As we were, so perfect ,so happy.
They’ll remember, only our smiles 'cause that’s all they’ve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

Don’t put me under ground, I was meant for a life somewhere else.
Please Love give me the wheel before both of our hearts you will steal tonight. (Will steal tonight.)

As we were, so perfect, so happy.
They'll remember, only our smiles 'cause that’s all they’ve seen.
Long since dried, when we are found, are the tears in which we had drowned.
As we were, so perfect, so happy.

[Spoken:]
Our cracking voices became part of the music.
The car pressed on faster through the night. As our voices lowered,
the cadence again overtook the air.
Up ahead there was a curve approaching.
She made no indications of slowing.



that's about it..

Don't make a mistake.

Mistakes hurt.
...
...
...
...
But her voice sounds so sweet.
...
...
...
...
And I'll have 3 and a half ahead of me.
...
...
...
...
I can't believe it's overpowering that one thing.. That one Thing..
...
...
...
...
Do not make a mistake, I beg of you..
...
...
...
...
I beg of me.
...
...
...
...
I wish he'd leave, and even though thinking like this is evil, I can't help it.
...
...
...
...
She's under my skin.

ūn viena frāzīte forša..

Nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly.

Indeed..

ūn..



Deep inside these burning buildings
Voices die to be heard
Years we spent teaching a lesson
We ourselves had never learned

And if strength is born from heartbreak
Then mountains I could move
And if walls could speak I’d pray
That they would tell me what to do

If you see me, please just walk on by, walk on by
Forget my name and I’ll forget it too
(Simple lives)
Failed attempts at living simple lives, simple lives,
Are what keep me coming back to you.

No signs of life here, save the embers, the occasional flame
We know the way but can’t remember, conception to the grave
Shout confessions from the greatest heights, where no one can hear
All my fears, my insecurities are falling like tears

If you see me, please just walk on by, walk on by
Forget my name and I’ll forget it too
(Simple lives)
Failed attempts at living simple lives, simple lives,
Are what keep me coming back to you.

The drones all slave away
They’re working overtime
They serve a faceless queen
They never question why
Disciples of a god
(I won’t come back!)
That neither lives nor breathes
(I won’t come back!)
But we have bills to pay,
Yeah we have mouths to feed!
(I won’t come back!)
I won’t change back!

And if you see me, please just walk on by, walk on by
Forget my name and I’ll forget it too
(Simple lives)
Failed attempts at living simple lives, simple lives,
Are what keep me coming back to you.

I'm coming back to you...

IT WAS GREAT.

Pirts. Tusiņs. Pirmdienā. Holy cow.. BUT IT WAS FAKING AWSUM! [izņemot tas, ka nadja ar kici nolaida, kamoooon, kapeeeeec, kapeeeeeeec cilvēkiem patīk sev savārīt sūdus >_>] bēt nu tik un tā kopumā viss bija superīgi ^___^ seju kopēšana bija õsom :D ūn visas bildes, kas tapa tajā spēlē, lol. Ūn arī šodienas turpinājums bija superīgs, ūn tā meitene ar lāča ausīm ūn sarkanajiem apavveidīgajiem, bija faking lol :D ūn neaizmirsīsim arī par Zaldātu Koļu. mrowr..
Kas vēl.. esot pie Jura saņēmu manas dzīves interesantāko piedāvājumu vēstulē draugos, par ko mēs visi ļõti forši nosmējāmies. ūn jā, I'm liking Helix nebula ^^
Lyrics :
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Amazing, I know. :D But the tune is sooo great ^__^.
arbūziņš. <3

ūn jā.. a little memorial text.

otrdiena, 2009. gada 2. jūnijā, 19:45:22
20'45

Let’s get up and be the darkest we can be,
Let’s shut down the town and spend this night to scream,
Let’s go outside and hate the world,
We’ll scream all day, we’ll fill it up,
We’ll sit back down, and start to muck,
We’ll spend the night hating the day we spent hating.
Then I’ll look at you from above,
And feel much smaller than you ever were,
I’ll sit back down, right next to you,
And give you a deep look,
Make you think I’m thinking,
While I’ll just be looking,
Thinking about nothing.
Then I’ll open my mouth and say nothing.
And you’ll look at me and say you’re afraid.
And I’ll say that’s okay, so am I.
I’ll get up and go, and leave you there.
Thinking about this day.
And there’s nothing there for you to say.
You’ll get up and go.
And I’ll never see you again,

T'was autumn.

Oh why can't I be what you need?
A new improved version of me
But I'm nothing so good
No, I'm nothing
Just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs
Of violence of love and of sorrow
I beg for just one more tomorrow
Where you hold me down, fold me in
Deep, deep, deep in the heart of your sins

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't

Here I'm pinned between darkness and light
Bleached and blinded by these nights
Where I'm tossing and tortured 'til dawn
By you, visions of you then you're gone.
The shock bleeds the red from my face
When I hear someone's taken my place.
How could love be so thoughtless, so cruel?
When all, all that I did was for you

I break in two over you, oh
I break in two
And each piece of me dies
And only you can give the breath of life
But you don't see me, you don't
(x2)


I break in two over you, oh
I break in two over you, over you
I break in two
I would break in two for you
Now you see me
Now you don't
Now you need me
Now you don't



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You might be just what I need
No I would not change a thing
Been dreaming of this so long
But we only exist in this song
The thing is, I'm not worth the sorrow
And if you come and meet me tomorrow
I will hold you down, fold you in
Deep, deep, deep in the fiction we live
I break in two over you
I break in two
And if a piece of you dies
Autumn, I will bring you back to life
Of course I see you
I do.

Riptide.

Crazy is just fine
'Cause I like where I'm going

I won't justify
The way I live my life
'Cause I'm the one livin' it
Feelin' it, tastin' it
And you're just wasting your time
Trying to throw me a line
When you're the one drowning
I like where I'm at - on my back
Floating down in my own riptide
The water is fine

I remember when it used to be easy

Life Saver.

Prove my words wrong

I wake to the sound of a quiet voice that says "Don't worry cause it's ok"
I slept in the bed that you built me once and I'll sleep in it tonight
I guess it just saddens me to know
You'll never get to say my name again
To my face
I guess it just saddens me to know
I'll never see you again

I'll only hear you when you whisper
and tell me that everything is fine
When you tell me these lies
And I still have open ears

In the autumn of my life
I'll remember that you left me by spring
And when my sun sets I'll remember that you left by the sunrise
And it seemed to be enough
Well it seemed to be enough for you to affect me
More than you could know

In the autumn of my life
I'll wake to the sound of your voice that says "It's ok"
and when my sun sets
I'll sleep in the bed that you built me
And the tired from my eyes won't fade
Fade Away

Thoughts of you

Thoughts of you bring tears of rain which distracts my gaze. Presence of fear remains within me as if invading my space. A feeling of uselessness that will forever burn within my being. If life is so precious why do I lack the urge to need it.

It's just guidance that I seek
can I rely on you.

I'm all alone with all these memories. Memories I hate yet love. I've been here before like so many others. The pain is just something I must rise above.

And I know you'll ignore all my begging cause you've done it plenty before.

In the Palm of your hand

I stand next to you
and I want you to understand
the lines in the palm of your hand

You speak of what's wrong
but you never notice what you have
You'll never wonder what you have

So you come clean
then you wait so long to be
someone who smiles for more than just a while
let's start your life tonight

I stand next to you
and I still want you to understand
the lives in the palm of ur hand


Folding on a perfect hand

So these are the cards that your life's dealt you
So these are the cards that you dealt with
Your sleeves are rolled up to your elbows
and the sweat comes down down down

The smoke filled air is unwilling to share the breath that you need here
And maybe you'll drink that toxic thing that's made your friends disappear
And you'll stay all night trying to figure out who's bluffing right
and when you do you'll be broke
Your hand is bold with the cards that it holds and you think that you'll fold

And you see her, across from the table, she's willing and able but you say
that you're not too, that you're not too sure tonight

And now you fear you're merely posing in a game that you pretend to know
And it's ok, cause when you look at her she seems to be the cure of the game in which you lose you pose

And you see her, across from the table
she's willing and able but you say
that your not too, that your not too sure tonight
And its ok, cause her smiles contagious, her skin is near ageless
and you seem to have her symptoms today

Friends

This paper I gaze at is thin
but it thickens with every word
for my heart is gradually pouring
neatly between every line

Tell me, when's the last time a
girl like you put down in words
how a guy like me makes you feel

We walk in tandem together
but my mind senses otherwise
who wants a nice boy anyway
who's looking for a good guy
now I grow tired of explaining myself and I wonder how many pens it will take me to finish this song

These days a gorgeous girl by your side means that you're just this week's lifetime movie, that you're just this week's drama story

I'll tell you, the same damn gorgeous girl's gonna dump you, go home crying,
she'll call me, tell me that she wants to vent
and I'll be there cause I'm her friend

Top 5

A cold November morning
Allows me to show some emotion
And those leaves, they grow ever so plentiful
Vivid colors, vivid dreams

This is the last time that I'm going to predict what's next

It all seemed so surreal
My dark jacket stands out against the grey backdrop
As those last goodbyes were said
The light shown down on you

Trying hard to keep the words from coming out
Making sure my voice didn't quiver, didn't crack
Teary eyed I stood as you walked away
You never looked back

I guess I'm sorry
But if you really wanted to mess me up
You would have gotten to me sooner

I'll take this harder than you will ever know
When you walked out the door and left me alone
This will be a night for the record books
With the keys that you leave, and the heart that you took

Tantrum. look it up.