Moar lyrics, zzz.

Believe, believe, there’s magic here tonight.
Believe, believe!

It was an awfully quiet night
The sharp cold air made my cheeks blush
Without thinking, I would always glare at you
“…It’s not my fault, y’know?”
That’s what your face said

It was this innocuous moment
That I felt I would remember for life

In this night of twinkling stars
I wished for one thing
‘Please, if this time could just continue’
If we could look up and see the same sky
Then maybe at least the important things
Will always be by our side
That’s what I had thought

These feelings are always one-sided
They can’t be passed along
I thought I had at least figured that out
You always were slow
I’m just always so angry
That’s probably how you see it, right?

In this world full of difficulties
You are here
That’s all I need to live on for another day

In this night of twinkling stars
each of the two were alone
As though trying to share the pain we bear
If we look up and see the same sky now
Then I have to say something
But what should I say?

“Hey, I want to see a shooting star”
The fingers jokingly waved through the air
Drew a beautiful tail
As though it were magic

In this night of twinkling stars
I forgot one thing
As soon as I start to speak
My heart jumps with a ‘thump’
The hands that touched for an instant in the dark
Did you notice?
I guess that’s just how it goes

In this night
This night of twinkling stars

SNIEGS.

Works every time.

<3

Bitch, where's my winter?

grr.

That was--

Oh, shut up!.

zzzz

Eglīte smaržo un mirdz..
actiņās prieks,
satraukta sirds.

Zzzzzz

Kas es esmu?

Does it make me weird if my favorite singer is Kanae Itou, my favorite band is Ikimono Gakari, I think there's nothing cuter than the girls in this picture

and if I see something hand-made like a ziemassvētku vainags @ my door, then I don't feel anything and I don't wanna touch it or look at it unless it sporuted 1 wing and tried to fly while it spins around in a circle on the ground?

zzzz

Saruna pirms 3arpus gadiem

Šorīt kkā prātā visu laiku ir saruna, kas man bija ar Eddiju.
Par to kā būt tētim 19 gadu vecumā, anālo seksu un citām parastām, neinteresantām lietām.
Un jā tajā sarunā arī bija 2 lietas, kas man iestrēga atmiņā.

1- Saruna par one thing, kur I was like "She does it but won't let me"
un pretī dabūju "hmm.. Sounds good." kas man lika visu apdomāt un saprast ka viņam ir taisnība.
2- Vārdi "whaaat?! Dude, if THAT'S what your country does to you guys then come over to America, we'll get you a place to stay, a job and a gf. all will be great."

Jāpadomā, moš tiešām pamazām taisīties uz tīšanos prom no šejienes..

Also wonder how Ben is doing, cik atceros viņiem tieši apm tagad vajadzētu taisīt savu ceļojumu pa eiropu.

zzzz.

wow.. haha :D

Es tikko kaut ko sapratu.
Like literally 2 minutes ago.
Kaut ko tādu, ko man laikam vajadzēja saprast, kad to pirmo reizi redzēju.. like.. 2 years ago? :D
Fucking wow.
Fucking hate lasīt starp rindiņām. hahaha :D
Šitas ir tāds šokeris ka pilnīgi gribās ierakties dziļāk, lai būtu sasniegts vēl viens solis, lai beidzot saprast savu pagātni. But I won't. Šoreiz nē.

Shine!

P.S. Ak šie vārdi
http://www.viddler.com/explore/nanaki244/videos/13

ED 4 Interesanti kā divu cilvēku dzīves skatījumi var tik ļoti atšķirties.

Pēdējā laikā naktīs. mājās. pārņem sajūta, ko nekad vēl nebiju tā jutis.
Ja naktis pavadītas centrā, tad galvā domas, kas nekad agrāk nav rādījušās.

Kaut kā plāni man te rakstās pēdējā laikā un I had a lot of catching up to do.
Kaut kā pavirši es to tikko pabeidzu darīt un es sapratu vienu lietu.

Es pirms kāda ne pārāk ilga laiciņa kādam devu solījumu.
Un es tikko sapratu, ka es šo solījumu lauzīšu.
In fact - es darīšu visu, lai man šo solījumu nekad nekad nebūtu jāizpilda citā laikā.


Nemaz nezinu, kāpēc tagad man pēdējā laikā ir tādas sajūtas.
Agrāk, kad man bija patukši iekšā tad es paskumu, un tad vnk paliku par kkādu nezinu ko, who craved attention more than anything, un kurš jutās ok, kad beidzot to atkal dabūja, bet tagad.
Tagad tā nav. Nē.
Man šobrīd ir tāds tukšumiņš iekšā, un you know what. That's kind of okay. I don't mind.
Man nav iebildumu pabūt vienam kādu laiciņu, lai gan vakaros tiešām ir diezgan vientuļi.
Man ir iekšā prieciņš, par to ka kāds, ko pazīstu smaida no visas sirds ūn cer, ka ir atrastas priecīgas beigas.
Bija laiciņš, kad tu man biji "Miho". Laiki kad es domāju ka tā būs. Laiki kad es domāju "someday, somehow, somewhere but it will happen".
Bija gadījies aizdomāties, vai tevi satiekot, man sirds iepukstētos stiprāk.
Un es nezinu. Maybe. But for a different reason. Then again. quite possibly not.
Cik vispār laiks ir pagājis haha. Tiešām smieklīgi uz to paskatīties. bet nu someday it might be a story I somehow tell to somebody.
Maybe someday somehow somewhere. To somebody. When I'm 28.
Man garšoja mūsu pasaka ūn nedaudz garšoja arī mana pasaka, kas turpinājās, kad tavējā jau beidzās, un es centos izdarīt vienu lietu, cik nu tas bija manos spēkos manā situācijā. I think I did it. Ūn tagad nāk meidziņš, un acis veras ciet, so good night. Hoping for a fairy tale dream.


Remember when he asked if they could be together and she said no?
Remember when she asked if they could be friends and he said no?


In this world, every day is dull and full of nonsense.
I cover my ears trying to mute the noise.
Why do people hurt each other?
Can you hear my heartbeat?
Baby I trust you my friend.

In the contradictory, overlapping shadows,
on the recesses of my heart, falling into despair,
While carrying this pain in my chest,
Can I really dream of tomorrow?

Remembering the rainbow I found after the rain
I close my eyes, come fly with me into my dream,
If I have you who shines so strong,
I can envision an everlasting rainbow
And remember the moonlight of the night we met
I can picture it, so many times

And you give yourself away...

That's the way.

Nobody’s perfect.
That is so true.
No man is an island.
That I agree, too.

... We’re only human
So we make mistakes
But we’re also human
To choose what life we take.

I made a mistake once
And it’s a “major major” one.
I don’t want to make the same mistake again
So, I choose not to love you, again.

For to error is human,
To love is divine.
But to piss me off is a mistake
That you shouldn’t make!

Sirsniņa iet "tuk tuk".

Vienmēr ir licies ka es ātri spēju iemācīties lietas, pietam darīt viņas labāk kā tas, kas man to mācīja.. Bet nu man ir jautājums. Kāpēc tik daudzi cenšas, bet nevienam galu galā neiznāk iemācīt man atvērt acis.
Is it cause I really did start sucking, vai arī jūs visi vienkārši esat slikti skolotāji?
Ziniet kā filmās notiek. When a person is down. Then some person shows up, and tells him that one thing, that lifts off all the pain and confusion.
I want that.
Šobrīd so confused. Kkā pat ir nedauz.. jā.. naids. pret cilvēkiem kopumā. pretty much visi ir tik.. parasti. tik neinteresanti. Es gribu redzēt kko, kas mainītu to visu. Es gribu tuktuktuktuk.

Dzīve ir skaista?

Painstakingly obvious.

nc

Daylight in your eyes
Daylight in blue eyes
Darkness, holding on to me

Moonlight, midnight sun
Moonlight, here it come
Darkness, that's what I'm without you

I wanna love you but I better not touch
I wanna hold you, make sense to my cries
I wanna kiss you, will you tell me why?

Where is the love in every fading rainbow
High above trees below the moon and sun
Where is the love in every black-eyed ocean
Where is the love

Where is the love in every left down heartbeat
Glamor and fall is what I'm thinking of
Where is the love how could you say it's over
Where is the love?

Nodame Cantabile.

I want to hear you play again.

Ūn jā. nekad nedomāju ka kādreiz to teikšu, bet - kādu dienu es aiziešu uz klasiskās mūzikas koncertu.

At times, the mind can be restricted by memories. But the mind can be set free with new encounters.

Quite possibly the best lyrics I have ever read.

Nocturnal poetry,
Dressed in the whitest silver, you'd smile at me
Every night I wait for my sweet Selene

But, still...

Solitude's upon my skin
A life that's bound by the chains of reality
Would you let me be your Endymion?

I won't bathe in your moonlight, and slumber in peace
Enchanted by your kiss in forever sleep

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
Shadows, they will fade
But I'm always in the shade
Without you...

Serene and silent sky
Rays of moon are dancing with the tide
A perfect sight, a world divine

And I...

The loneliest child alive
Always waiting, searching for my rhyme
I'm still alone in the dead of night

Silent I lie with smile on my face,
Appearance decieves and the silence betrays

As I wait for the time
My dream comes alive
Always out of sight
But never out of mind

And under waning moon
Still I long for you
Alone against the light
Solitude am I

In the end, I'm enslaved by my dream
In the end, there's no soul who'd bleed for me

Hidden from daylight, I'm sealed in my cave
Trapped in a dream that is slowly turning to a nightmare
Where I'm all alone
Venial is life when you're but a dream
The book is still open, the pages as empty as me...

I cling to a hope that's beginning to fade,
Trying to break the desolation I hate

But until we unite
I live for that night
Wait for time
Two souls entwine

In the break of new dawn
My hope is forlorn
We will never meet
Only misery and me

This is my final call
My evenfall
Drowning into time
I become the night

By the light of new day
I'll fade away
Reality cuts deep
Would you bleed with me
My Selene

Dzirdu.

Miu.

2:44 naktī. sēžu un domāju.
Dzīve kā zāģis. Uz augšu, uz leju, uz augšu, uz leju, un visi "kalniņi" vienādi.
Gribas te ierakstīt kko vairāk, bet nav spēka.

Katru dienu uzzinu, kaut ko jaunu cilvēku uzvedībā ūn redzu likumsakarības. Weird.

Ŗīt.

Ŗŗŗŗŗīīīīt!

Youtube komentārs.

"She walks by and I feel inlove. "

Mmh, forša sajūta laikam, kad tā.

Es palasīju savu blogu. Senos ierakstus.

Dēm.
I've changed.
Anyway - gribēju iekopēt vienu lietiņu ko biju sacerējis pirms ilga ilga laika, and vēlreiz ierakstīt šurp, jo I don't care what you think but I like what I wrote.

He went to her and said -
You're everything to me, you know you are,
Even though, I probably feel about you the very same way you feel about me,
You still mean everything to me.
Let's give it a chance of a sunrise, or at least a snowball's chance in hell.
Just for a second, let's imagine us sitting on a hill, watching the sunrise which..
belongs to nobody but us. Imagine us looking at it until even our sun sets.
It's a dream. Yet it could've been the best reality, or at least a perfect memory.
We could've played hide & seek in the shadows.
We could've found each other with a flashlight.
We could've driven to the ends of the earth.
We could've dove in the spring grass and watched the sky.
Oh, if only we could've.
If only I could say what I wanted to say and mean it.
If only nobody else in the world, would've seen it.
If only it could've been our reality.
But here I sit alone with my dreams,
Looking at a view inside my head, and..
Watching the sun in the sky, with my thumb at it,
And thinking.. "Hey.. The sun's never bigger than your thumb, either."

I'll sing this song for you.

So listen.

-------------------------

I almost wrote a song.
About you today.
But I tore it all up.
And I threw it away.

Oh yeah. I'm awesome :D

Sarunas spēles laikā. D:
Juta izmet 1. metienu = Nja iegrābāmies laikam, nekad nav uz labu kad bowlinga darbinieki piedāvā ar viņiem pa brīvu uzraut bowlingu..
3. Piegājiens = bļ. kkā neiet šodien..
7. Piegājiens = Bāc Tom.. Tev 2x vairāk punkti kā man. Smieklīgākais tas ka es šo spēli uzvarēšu.
Pēc 8. Piegājiena = Nu ko.. tgd 3 straikus pēc kārtas.
Spēles beigas = Good Game, good game. :D

This evening was fucking awesome.

Pool. Bezmaksas bowling. 11os vakarā laist lejā bumbu piepildītā vietā no slidkalniņa bērnu spēļlaukumā iekš bowlero. my gawd that was awesome.

lol, atkal pāvelam mēnešreizes.

1) Pēdējo stundu es esmu faking happī. Weird.
2) Kkā baigi daudz ierakstu pēdējās 24h. D:

Internets.

Staļins vai Hitlers vai arī kkāds amerikas mafiozo (neatceros kurš) reiz teica "Ir divas lietas, kas jāver vaļā apdomājot. Muti un maku."

Jā. Mute ir sasodīti liela problēma.
Or at least that used to be the case. Tagad mums ir internets un citi brīnumi.
Un tagad arī pirksti ir tur lai piedalītos jautrībā.

Life would be so much better... at times. Without the internet. Or phones.

Šit šit.! not agēn!

Still as dark as ever.

I missed it.

Šodien zviedriski!

Vi undrar är ni redo att vara med
Armarna upp nu ska ni få se
Kom igen
Vem som helst kan vara med

Så rör på era fötter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era höfter
O-la-la-la
Gör som vi
Till denna melodi

Dance on me balls
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen
O-o-oa-oa...

Det blir en sensation överallt förstås
På fester kommer alla att släppa loss
Kom igen
Nu tar vi stegen om igen

Så rör på era fötter
Oa-a-a
Och vicka era höfter
O-la-la-la
Gör som vi
Till denna melodi

Så kom och
Dance on me balls
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen

Dance on me balls
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen

O-o-o a a........

Så kom och
Dance on me balls
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen

Dance on me balls
Klappa era händer
Gör som vi gör
Ta några steg åt vänster
Lyssna och lär
Missa inte chansen
Nu är vi här med
Caramelldansen

Snow is falling from the sky.. In the middle of July.

Dude...
I don't even.

Divas lietas.

1) Labadaba fest
Lai gan pirmais vakars ar bezgalīgo mošošanu pie Inokentija Mārpla bija õsom.
Kopumā - Šajā pasākumā.. kkas nebija. Kaut kas nebija. I kinda feel like I'm really anti-social sometimes.
Patika kā dziedājām katru nakti. Ūn ābolu mētāšana, ko ar Kici darijām nakts vidū, bet fak, man visa mugura ir zilumos.!

2) I don't even..
Tikko noskatījos "Take Me Home Tonight". Interesanta filma kopumā. Visa par vienu ballīti. Sen neesmu jau nevienu filmu skatījies, godīgi sakot ūn nu jā. Dīvaina sajūta bik ir, kad noskaties kko, un tad liekas "fun" "sick" "interesting" and other crap, bet kad iet beigu titri, tad doma ir "bleh, too short."
Es tiešām nezinu, ko rakstīt te, bet man tgd ir tik daudz, kas sakrājies iekšā. Ūn faking hell, ja 4h mošošanas no tā nevar tikt vaļā tad es nezinu, ko es vēl varu izdomāt, bet kaut ko vajag. Gribu tā kā filmās.

P.S. Diskobumbai nē.
P.S.S. Šodien radās iespaids cik liela būs rēta, ūn +/- kāds būs mans pirksta nospiedums, labās rokas fakucim. Fun shit.

EDIT: Nu ja, kārtējā reize, kad dziesma pasaka vairāk kā 1000 vārdu.
95% atbilstība.



Have you ever felt the rain
when you're standing all alone
When it's cold and pouring down
When it makes you feel at home

It's like you're standing on a road
With a silence within you
Hating what is left
Still holds on too

You can stay and wait for nothing
Still the rain will fall on you

Klusēt un klausīties.

Šīs nakts sapņi.

Bija diezgan insane.
Kad pamodos pēc pirmā, tad gribēju sapņot vēl because it was insanely good.
Aizmigu atkal ūn dabūju citu sapni. Kgan ar pretty much same galvenajiem varoņiem. This one wasn't insanely good though, viņš bija deep. Fucking deep man.
Galveno morāli varētu noformulēt tā - Ja meitene iet vai bēg prom, tad neskrien viņai pakaļ saucot citas meitenes vārdu. (I can't believe I did that, even in a dream)

Anyway, šodienai man bija uzdevums, bet redzot kāds ir mans stāvoklis šobrīd - netieku ārā no mājas, so fuck. Shit I've been planning just failed bigtāim.

Malači Lauris ar Dairi! Fuck yes!

I've said this once before

So I'm not going to say it again.

*vieta bildei kur mazs puisītis un maza meitenīte sadevušies rociņās iet pa krastmalu ar saulrietu fonā*

I can't believe I like smth like this. // Who's gonna walk you home, you can't fall in love alone.

Tell me it's your fault

So I can fall asleep already.

Beidzot vāciešvecāki aizbrauca atpakaļ ūn man ir atkal brīvība.

Pieteicos otrajam darbam.
Darba laiks 17.00-20.00; būtu jau baigi jauki ja dabūtu, laiks ir pretty perfect.

Sestdien pokervakars. Beidzot. Jau kādu gadu neesam spēlējuši.
Gan ja ka pa ogres klubiem arī izskraidīsimies. Skan labi. Tieši uzvarēšu sev šmignaudu >D.

Salaboju riteni. Jābrauc atkal uz jūrmalu ♥.

Jādzer tik daudz zāļu, ka katru rītu kad iedzeru tad galva sāk reibt. Laikam jābeidz dzert visu uzreiz.

Drīz Toms back to Latvia. Ar lielu daudzumu naudas, so yeah baby, bezmaksas dzeramais. P.S. Viņš sācis skatīties Death Note. :D

Šogad tikai uz vienu festu. Spiedīšu visu ko varēšu.

Es esmu ļoti slinks, nedaru to, ko vajadzētu.

FAKING NOMIRA AUSTIŅAS !@#%!#$!#@!.

Banana beer ir awesome. Iekod man.

What is this.. I don't even...

Apnika skatīties kā mirst cilvēki. =/

Hook line and sink(h)er.

10 minute wordplay, while walking from the bus.

Silver forest.
Fairy tale gone bad. [nozagts]
Mental state.
Disrupted silence.
Yami koi.
Emotional blush.
Silent confession.
Dreaming of reality.
Box of paradox.
Life embraced.
Untamed devotion.
Asura cryin'.
Walls become doors.
Wordplay.
Sympathy denied.
Drowning in happiness.
Twinkling leaf.
Village hidden in the stars.
Abducted by faith.
Denying fate.
Fight for more.
Dancing in the sun.
Jumping on rainbows.
Under your skin.
Being him.
Goodnight my fear.

Cik bieži tev ir tā gadījies,

Kad visu laiku negribējās kko darīt, ko vajag.
Bet, pēc tam kad darīji/izdarīji, tad nevarēji dabūt smaidu nost no sejas?

nosmējos :D

Today, I ate an orange,
but I cried because it was still sour,
It reminded me of myself,
And I couldn't throw away the rest,
So I ate it all.

I love you.
It's sour.
It makes me cry.
I love you.

るうた。

I see girls prettier than you.
Girls tenderer than you.
Girls more bosomy than you.

The world is swarming with more wonderful girls than you.
But you are the one in the world, in my heart.
We are the two, anytime, anywhere.

Man vārds "Shine" ir iegājies kā slikta lieta...

Some day in the future,
I will for sure, hold it in my hand,
Let it softly set ablaze,
A light in your empty heart.

The impulses of wanting to meet you,
The innocence of wanting to cry.
The fireflies have gone into the blaze of summer,
To never come back again.

You remained silent and left me a kiss,
Pained and hurt, I nodded my head,
Your life flickered like a light, It was so sad.

Some day in the future,
I will for sure, hold it in my hand,
Let it softly set ablaze,
A light in your empty heart.

My sweet lovely dear,
I can see you too now,
The dazzling moon will softly,
Illuminate the morning sky.

Strongly, strongly shining on.

My smile can't go to sleep again.

There was that blank smile,
There was that sunset on sunday,
There was that time of year, full of tests.
There was that melancholist, named you.

Ever since you showed up in that dream of mine,
I haven't been honest at all,
After all,
I can't grasp you at all,

The one who was trying to steal her heart,
While she didn't notice,
It was me after all.

It's that sort of time,
I want to be drowned in this beloved melancholy.

You don't realize at all
I don't care about you, don't care at all!
Don't give me that "hey, hey"
My smile can't go to sleep again.

Can't you read my thoughts anymore?

"I am disappoint" ©The interwebz.

Domu noskaņa:.

Jāņi, Līgo.

Kopumā izdevušies. Prieciņš.
Neskatoties uz to, ka sākumā bija pārliecība, ka it's going to suck bigtime.
Daudz hilarious atmiņu, bilžu, video and yeah.
Nolēkāta un nodejota visa nakts and nākamā diena ~30km attālumā chillā, DZEROT ALIŅU, jūras krastā, lēnām šūpojoties uz šūpolēm. Ar diviem awesome draugiem blakus and brāli otrā telefona klausules pusē, kurš sauc viņus par šļuru un sieraģīmi.
Life is nice sometimes.

P.S. Keglevičam nē.

Deep sea.

(h)

Atceros!

Pakjer augšā un griez. Griez griez griez. Krastmalā. Pie Andrejsalas. Smiekli.

Ko sanāk saprast, kad aizdomājies..

I think I miss her.
I know I do.



and



4:20, 5. Jūnijs, 2011 and I'm thinking of you.

Rīt ņemšu riteni. Rīt noprikšu alu. Rīt braukšu prom. Rīt skatīšos debesīs. Rītdiena ir šodien.

ausomething iela.

He really scared me today.

Kad izgāju no tās sagrebējušās ēkas, man rokās bija telefons un every intention to do it.
... Then I went for a walk.
Aizgāju līdz dzelzceļam, atnācu atpakaļ, apsēdos aiz durvīm uz taburetes, atsāku lasīt Džeremija Klārksona grāmatu un laiku pa laikam dzirdēju sarunu par mani aiz tām durvīm.
Man ir nedroša sajūta par to, ko man pateiks.
I really do feel like my life's gonna change. Big time.
Makes me worry.

Does a future exist in wasted time?

SICK B&W, õsom words.

25.05.2011

Apnika spļaudīties.

Goddamn Fairy Tail.

I can't believe they're doing this to us people. :@
Faking interesanti.

Faking hell. Cilvēki.

9:41 un man jau 4 reizes zvanīja telefons x_x

Mh.

Tur, kur bulvāri kūp, tevi satiku reiz
Un vairs nezinu miera ne mirkli.
Uz tā stūra, kur lūdz naudu ubags sev greizs,
Mani samīs drīz ilgas kā zirgi.

Vai tā diena vai nakts, ielās klīstu viens pats,
Rauju lapas no kokiem un ceru,
Ka uz kādas no tām būs tavs skūpsts vai tavs mats,
Bet - tās tukšas es notekās beru.

Tad es veros tāpat visos logos, varbūt
Tavas acis tur redzēšu spīdam,
Bet man cerību putni tikai smadzenēs zūd,
Jūtu mirkļus tik mūžībā krītam.

Kur tu esi, mans draugs?.. Vai tai blāzmā, kas kūst
Man no vientuļā mākoņa sejā?...
Jeb no tevis man tik kā šīs ilgas, kas lūst
Manā asā un satrauktajā dzejā?

こいする るた。きおう を。 [koisuru "kimi" kiou wo.]

She's amazing.
I actually understand some words. yay.






Note : Do not forget -


Dakishimete - だきしめる - to hug someone close; to hold someone tight; to embrace closely

suki da yo daisuki da yo doko made mo issho - I love you, I love you a lot, through thick and thin, together.

Best video ever?

kjūūūūūūūūūūūūūūt

The world God only knows.

Es.
Šobrīd.
Slauku.
Asaras.
No.
Smiekliem.

Elsīīīī ^__________^

Kardiogramma.

Mm.. This interesting feeling..to know the bad news.
"visā labajā zarā."
tik stiprs vārdu salikums.
Scared.


I wonder..

Mācēt dzīvot tajā ko mīli うれしい です。

あなた　を　うれしい～。　＾＿＿＾
かわいい～　です。　
すき　です。　＾＾　
愛してる　か？
いえ！


Anata wo ureshii~.
Kawaii～ desu.
Suki desu.
Aishiteru ka?
Īe!

Awesome words.

Look in my eyes tell me i’m alright
I don’t know if i’m still alive
If this is goodbye
Forever’s just a lie
Big enough to make you wanna try

Iemācīties izgriezt.

Blogs.
Domāju ka viņš ir vieta kur izlādēt to, ko īstajā dzīvē tu nevari, vai - negribi, izrādīt.
So basically, for me - for depressing stuff in my head. Random thoughts I wish to get out of my system.

Heart isn't healing. Hate this feeling.[mentally]

Heart isn't healing. Hate this feeling.[physically]
No ārsta braucot, pa ceļam aizgāju līdz the spot, pat neatceroties, vai bija 16.. vai 17... ar grūtībām izskaitīju, jo gadi dara savu. wood ain't forever.
nu ja.. arī tur ir 16 vai 17..
No familiar feelings. Sadness overwhelms.
Road home.
I'd love to go through some emotions in the past. Bet tās lietas ir izdzēstas, nekad nesapratīšu, kā kādam tas tik viegli izdevās. Vnk izmest no dzīves ārā un viss. No regrets (?), no rememberance of it even existing.
Just cut. it. out.
Teach me so I can blame you.

Sickness kills.

One of my memories.

*sees her* Kas pa..
*notices her too* Ām, nu tad es dodos..!
*stares* mhm.. davaj, tad lidz ritam.
*dodas prom*
*iekaapj autobusaa un aizbrauc*
*stop staring* *still speechless* *thinking how the fuck could this happen.*
... after 15 minutes.
atnāk sms.
davaj rit netiekamies.
jo?
būtu tu redzejis savu seju when you saw her.

Fan.

As life continues, we learn (often in the hardest of ways) that things never remain the same. One can be happy for only so long. Sorrow creeps--sometimes barges--into our lives when we are least prepared or when we least suspect it. But one can only be sad for only so long as well, this show shows us that life does not end even when we think it does.

There is always a story that takes place afterwards.

atkal 5 stundu marafons. :/

:P

lol

(...)
So how old are you?
23.
Okay, cool. And how's korea?
Good. Cheap, cause won are worth way less than euros.
Okay.. lol, it's not like something that costs 5 euros here, costs 5 won there.
Yeah but.. well my girlfriend makes a lot of money so.
I hate you right now.
Lol, yeah but, we brought a lot of money from the netherlands too.
Still hate you.
Yea, but don't get me wrong, I win money too, from poker mainly. AndI had a very good job in the netherlands.. I have 3 cars.
Uh, yea I'm not half bad at it, but high stakes ain't really for me, Don't have the nerves for that.
Haha yea. Well, it's not all so great here though, I have a kid too, crying all the time, irritating.
Heh well, kids can be really awesome though, that outweighs the crying bigtime.
Yeah, so true.. Anyway, what about you?
About me?
Yea, how's your life?
Well I live in Latvia ._.

I almost wish you didn't love me too.

Aoi, aoi, sora ni.

Truth be told.

Chase your dream no matter what. Chase it with all you've got.

I need a dream.

heart.

C. AS. Night

Būtu jābeidz tik vēlu iet gulēt laikam :/

Kakls sāp.

Plan2W. Gotta be good.

The Cat Returns.
Spice and Wolf.
Pandora Hearts.
Kimi ni Todoke.
Kara no Kyoukai 1-7.
Kami nomi zo Shiru Sekai.
Ga-Rei: Zero.
Durarara!
Cat Shit One (Apocalypse Meow).
Bakuman.
She and her cat.
Suzumiya Haruhi series.
sola.
Air.
Lucky ☆ Star.
Nyan koi! (plot - lol)
Tsumiki no Ie.

Murr.

Promise.

Remember.

Kimochi. [Love that bass]

To really make sure that the two of us will meet,
I cast a magic spell
Our hands are gently touching,
and then look at me smile
I know it's working now

We pretend not to realize
How we really feel inside
And then we just suddenly, Suddenly we fell in love

kr4 tā.

Pārdomas, par ko runāju pāris ierakstus atpakaļ ir galā.
I will be different.
There will be casualities.
Never look back.
You are all you should be worried about.
Get your baloži back.
You don't have to be the best, you have to be the best you you can be.
"I can bring it down to 95%, but that's the best I can do" ©Courteney Cox Arquette.

On another note, patīkami dabūt 9, kad visi pārējie dabū 7-8.
Success.

.

Say what you want to say.

So..
Pagājšceturtdien brālis izvācās un pārbrauca uz savu dzīvokli..
Visu šo nedēļu mājās neviena izņemot mani nebūs.
Daudzi grib braukt ballēties. Nu ja.. būs vien jāpakļaujas. (smirk).

Šī piektdiena bija diezgan drausmīga.
Bija mini-tusiņš ar vecajiem labajiem skolas-biedriņiem (lai gan bijām tikai 5 cilvēki.)
Kā vienmēr nadja uztaisīja scēnu un es visu priekšā viņu pasūtīju dirst, jo zb, I lost a friend that day, bet enuff is enuff. I fucking hate fake people, and.. funny story! tajā pašā vakarā, kad vēlāk piebrauca klāt ligitas 2 draugi, pēc apmēram stundas tusēšanās one of them called me fake un reāli pēc 40 sek jau bij diezgan interesanti. Vēl nedaudz un būtu tāds normāls kautiņš. Dīvaini vispār, negaidīju no sevis ko tādu, ka ja man 2reiz lielāks (nu labi nedaudz pārspīlēju) čalis priekšā stāv un bļauj uz mani un draud, and I'm not even the least afraid. Anyway, nolēmām iziet uz balkona "uzpīpēt" and everyone knows I don't smoke, so yeah, tajā brīdī sapratu, kas no tā mūsu bariņa ir mani draugi un kas nav. Backstabbers(bet nu tajā te es neiedziļināšos) obviously aren't.
Viss gan beidzās normāli un uz balkona visu atrisinājām pa mierīgo un uz manu jautājumu "kas pie velna ir tava problēma" man atbildēja ar "sorry, man dažreiz uznāk, neesi vainīgs, vajadzēja izlaist tvaiku un tu gadījies pa rokai." un tad some story par to kāpēc viņam tas tā gadās. That felt totally fake tbh, bet nu labi, ligitiņas dēļ nepiekasījos, jo nav ko arī leldei dzīvokli vandīt. Nu jā tad aizgājām atpakaļ iedzērām bik 4atā, and kā es bik negatīvi izteicos pa bonīti tā var redzēt ka čalim atkal uguns acī un foršs komentārs uz manu pusi, and es sapratu ka pareizi vien viņu balkonā nolasīju. Nu ja, drīz vien pēc tā gulēt. Ar segu un spilvenu. Uz grīdas, jo gultā jau guļ 4 cilvēki. Kā vēlāk izrādās - pie atvērta balkona. Brīnos ka nesaslimu.
Jāpadomā bik pa to, kā dzīve iet uz priekšu..

Paper planes in the sky.

now that I think about it, it was already the end.
But we didn't even realize it and were absorbed in the ending.

That's what reality is.

Yeah.

It's impossible to have a fair ending. That ending was more realistic.

One day it suddenly comes to an end without prior notice.

The one who's been dreaming about it before then like an idiot is destroyed in an instant.

K...

Don't end it yet.

I thought it would continue forever, You'd be with me, I'd be with you. You'd always be sloppy and need me to take care of you.

But I'd always do my best to support you, and you'd support me when I was having a hard time.

We'd fight sometimes, then make up. And then before you know it..

What'd you think? Tell me the truth.

I thought something like that as well. I thought it would somehow turn out that way.

Really? So it was just too late for me to find out.

I should've admitted what I felt sooner.

I'm sorry.

This vid is awesome. Šitas čalis kas to visu salika kopā un sataisīja varētu taisīt treilerus filmām un klipus dziesmām un what-the-fuck-ever-he-wants, I'd watch it all.
 

Food for thought.

I do love you, I'm just not IN love with you.

Old. Good.

I Loled :D

Overall: 9

Basically, if you hate twilight, you would love this. It puts back the vampire's reputation of being mysterious, scary, and are considered "monsters". It went back to the classics of vampire myths, and made it work quite well. I really do hope that this becomes a classic; in case everyone needs to refresh that vampire actually DIE under the sun, and not sparkle like a disco ball.

Vēstules.

Savā dzīvē nebiju aizsūtījis nevienu vēstuli.
Tikko aizsūtīju kādas 50.
Savā dzīvē saņēmis esmu 3 vēstules.
Tikko nesaņēmu nevienu.

QFT.

Do I believe in miracles?

Cause I really could use one right now..

About me.

Redz to, ko neredz citi.
Neredz to, ko redz citi.
Atsakās lasīt starp rindiņām.
Spītīgs.
Gatavs padarīt sevi par muļķi, lai kāds tuvs cilvēks justos labāk.
Naivs.
Pieredzējis.
Smieklīgs.
Nenopietns citu sabiedrībā.
Pēdējā laikā - nespēj klausīties citu problēmās.
Samierinājies.
Mierīgs.
Hiperaktīvs.
Mīl - 1)That one person. 2)A good story. 3)Japanese culture. 4)Memories. 5)Touchy feeling moments. 6)Kalnu.
A little bit otaku.
Protective of what's dear to him.
Reti izrāda niknumu.
Uzskata, ka strīdēties ir dumji. Bieži ir gatavs strīda beigšanas labad atzīt savu vainu, pat ja neuzskata ka tas tā ir.
Kavējas pagātnē, jo tur var visu paredzēt.
Has never gotten a really good surprise.
Bieži viļas cilvēkos.
Gadās pievilt. Cenšās to nedarīt.
Doesn't want perfect.
Atsācis sapņot.
Grib dabūt, necenšoties.
Atkal viegli apvainojas, kaut gan neizrāda to, un ātri pārdzīvo.
Bieži jūtas nesaprasts, and that's not really a bad thing.
Still hasn't had a breathtaking moment.
Bieži izjūt dežavū.
Reižu skaits, kad no bučas bijuši tauriņi vēderā - 1.
Dievina lēkāt pa peļķēm un trakot lietainā laikā.
Patīk vārtīt sniegā.
Grib atrast vietiņu kaut kur, kura būtu viņam īpaša, kur viņš varētu iet, apgulties uz zemes, un neviena netraucēts vnk tur pavadīt laiku. Svaigā gaisā. Saulrietā.
He wants to reach the horizon.
Grib pieskarties mākonim.
Grib atrast sevi.
Grib atrast tevi.
Wants to become less wild.
Reti atrodas depresijā, kaut gan, ne tik reti ir something like skumjš.
Ir dažas lietas, ko viņš nekad neaizmirsīs.

Aizķēra.

Like the stars that twinkle in the night sky.
Melting hearts will not be separated.
Even if these hands are separated.
As long as the two never forget...

Es.

Man ir paniskas bailes no nāves.

Visu rītu.

Hitomi Kuroishi - Continued Story

Nadja mēdz būt ļoti forša. :D

"Ja tev kaut ko mājās vajag no ēdamā pasaki, es nopirkšu, pagatavošu!"
"Nū, ja gribi vari maizi nopirkt :D"
1 hour later, ielaižot iekšā pa durvīm
"tā, te būs maize, baltā, saldskābā, te būs pica, te būs alus, un te būs snikers."

.. :D

Verstanden!

You are like a princess in my mind.
You define perfection.
You don't even do the things us - normal people do.
You never say anything wrong.
You never do anything bad.
You never hit on anyone.
You never flirt.
You never have sex.
You're never wrong.
You never make mistakes.
In my head, I have turned you from a person, to a symbol.
The "you" I know, is not real.
I'll never know the real you.
Would I be able to handle it if I would know, though?

Do you see the mask I made?
Why can't I take it off of you.

Knowing this...
What do you think the words "I love you" meant?

Kārtējo reizi esmu uz pakaļas.

Ūn visi brīnījās, kad es teicu ka inception ir okay but nothing special un ka 100% ir kkas par to pašu tēmu un daudz labāks.

And.. dreams. subconsciousness.. WAY FUCKING BETTER than inception.
King of Thorn.

Ja 90% holivudas filmām ir secība "Treileris = osom, filma = sucks"
Tad šitam brīnumam ir tiesi otrādi.

Mind = Blown.

Dumb song, good line. + today's fun chat

I wanna be the life-spark in your eyes.


abjūs.: svētdien,pirmdien, otrdien
NaurIs: tu brauc?
NaurIs: tu brauc??
abjūs.: jap
NaurIs: tu to4 brauc??
abjūs.: yep
abjūs.: vismaz biļeti man pasūta :D
NaurIs: nah??? :D
abjūs.: ko nah. :D
NaurIs: pidars :D
abjūs.: kas ta nu ?
NaurIs: varēsimdzert un jaaaa skriet apkārt kuķim ar plikiem čiekuriem :D
abjūs.: "pidars" :D
abjūs.: nē, kā pidars es to toč nedarīšu :D
......
.....
...
..
abjūs.: ne man vnk tagad 6 logi vaļā vienlaicīgi lol
abjūs.: pat ar saviem 120 vardiem minute nevaru migret tik atri :D
NaurIs: :D:D:D migrators :D
abjūs.: nu bļ ko darīt
abjūs.: kad vajagg paintu dabūt
abjūs.: + par winxp uzzināt
abjūs.: + par prāmi
abjūs.: + vēl ar tevīm par čiekuriem runāt
abjūs.: :D
abjūs.: mācies tgd kko ?
NaurIs: nē man arī 5 logi skypā :D
NaurIs: un viens video skyp čats :D
abjūs.: oh
abjūs.: :D
abjūs.: fak tu arī populārs. :D
NaurIs: konkurence?? :D
abjūs.: nā
abjūs.: davaj poh sūti viņus visus nafig
abjūs.: uzspēlējam haxball
NaurIs: mhm :D

Tas kā dēļ ir vērts dzīvot.

Patiess smaids ar mirdzumu acīs.

Dubulta noskaņa.

I'll come to you.

Come to you with everything I've got.


I'm gonna miss this.

Sasodīti skaisti. Atmest aizspriedumus un noskatīties. You must.

funny quote + Sapnis.

"There's nothing more sexy than knowing that if you look at another girl wrong, she'll stab you over the dinner table..."

Sapnis tātad..
MAN bieži negadās sapņi, no kuriem kad pamosties, viss ko vari pateikt ir "nnnooooo!" jo gribējās redzēt vel un vēl.
Saka ka sapņi ir veids kā izpaužas zemapziņa, par kuras darbībām mēs.. nu jā.. neapzinamies.
Ūn vispār es sāku saprast kā notiek tā sapņu tulkošana, kgan nekad neesmu lasījis nevienu grāmatu par to vai arī vispār nojaušu ko viņi par to visu domā, ūn gan jau ka viņiem viss ir daudz dziļāk, bet nu, ja tu sapnī redzi somebody who you know very well, and neesi to cilvēku redzējis ļoti sen, ūn nedaudz pat piemirsi jau viņa izskatu vispār, [btw cepums zemapziņai par funny veidu kā to cilvēku attēloja :D] ūn tam cilvēkam ir huge mansion un porsche ūn tev ir tāda sajūta ka tu tur jau esi bijis, kad stāvi uz verandas blakus ūdens krātuvei, ūn tu mīli, tad nu jam, ir īstitikai 2 domas ko tas sapnis saka par tevi.
1) Tu slēpies aiz maskas lai slēpt patiesību par jūtām.
OR
2) Tev nepatīk, ka kāds cits dabūja visas mantas, ko tavuprāt, pelnījis biji tu. (even though I don't even like porsches that much)

Atstāšu jūsu ziņā izgudrot kas ir kas, ja ir interese.
P.S. Ja jau par vecām personībām un emocijām runājam, tad ielikšu vien arī vecu dziesmu, kas pēc vardiem kcik atbilst šitam visam.

One thing I want to be in my blog, and.. sūdīgā lieta.

Clannad AfterStory - 12/10[+3 par priekšpēdējo, -1 par pēdejo]
Code Geass - 11/10[+1 for the ending]
Elfen Lied - 10/10
Death Note - 10/10
Kanon (2006) - 10/10
Toradora! - 9/10
Ichiban Ushiro no Daimaou - 9/10
Darker than Black - 9/10
Kissxsis/Kissxsis(TV) - 9/10
5 Centimeters per second - 8,5/10
Claymore - 8,5/10
Fairy Tail - 8/10
Ghost hound - 8/10
Amagami SS - 7,5/10
Ah! My goddess! - 7/10
Yosuga no Sora - 7/10
Devil May Cry - 6/10
Tamayura - 6/10
Higurashi no naku koro ni - 6/10
Monster - 5/10
One Piece - 4/10
Slam Dunk - 4/10


My phone died. :(

And then, of course, it did.