Funny.

Man šodien.. šovakar.. šonakt. dzīve uzsita pa iekšām un atgādināja par realitāti.
Mums visiem ir sava latiņa, kura nestāv uz vietas, bet visiem cilvēkiem kopā ir arī viena latiņa, kura gan stāv uz vietas, un pa kuru mēs rāpjamies kamēr paliekam vecāki, un sasniedzam vairāk..
Jā.. Ir tāda latiņa..

Demise.

Anesthetized by these lies
I don't believe in truth
And I apologize
But my sacrifice
Has nothing to do with you
'Cause I've been victimized
Like ocean size
From the blood your needle drew
And I apologize
But my demise
Has everything to do with you
Settle up with the devil
Close the basement door
Full force on the shovel
And unearth the floor
You were there one day
But you're here no more
Like a stroke through the heart
And you play the whore
'Cause you stole my soul
Kleptomaniac
Now I can hate myself take my anger back
Love is a violent attack
You cut me down
I feel no pain now
This nightmare is almost through
I hit the ground
No need to feel now
My time here is all but done
All but done
Now I'm up in the attic
Where the rafter's strong
So many reasons to be tragic
And the list is long
If you think I've lost hope
You were never wrong
'Cause the churning of the rope
Is my battle song
Settle up with the devil
Close the basement door
Full force on the shovel
And unearth the floor
You were there one day
But you're here no more
Like a stake through the heart
And you play the whore
'Cause you burned my soul
Pyromaniac
You can hate yourself take your anger back
Love is a violent attack
I can't stand on my own feet now
I can't crawl forever and a day
Felt like I was getting stronger
Before you turned and walked away
I apologize
But my demise
Has everything to do with you

Comics.

Because I like comicnoobs and Cyanide and happiness. ^^

Pēctusiņu depresija? Nā, I'm not you.

Here's the part where you are screaming: Whoa oh-oh! (Hey! Hey!)
Here's the part where I am leaving: Whoa oh-oh! (Hey! Hey!)
I've had enough
You've had enough
We've had enough; can’t take it…

Let me break it down, the Art of Breaking Up
This is sound of me bleeding: Whoa oh-oh

Let’s break it down
Let’s give it up
This is the sound of me bleeding: Whoa oh-oh!
Let’s break it down, the Art of Breaking Up
This is the sound of me leaving: Whoa oh-oh!

Take another jab and say that you hate me
Win another medal in the Art of Breaking Up
Pack up and threaten to leave me
Promise you I won't tell you to stop!

I owe you! Pain and suffering
You owe me! A sense of humor
I know you! Want the last word
Too bad, goodbye!

________________________________

Reiz pie galda sēdēja 4 džeki un dziedāja..
I wanna have sex with your mandarīns.
Dziesma beidzās un mazākais no viņiem teica
Pass me the vagina please.
Lielākais atbildēja
Which one?
Mazākais pretī -
The orange one.

Kārtējais bezjēdzīgi smieklīgais rīts. :)

Ak dievs.!

Oh. My. God.
Amatciems goda vārds ir paradīze zemes virsū.
Diena sākas ar geocache kastītes atrašanu, ūn iešanu uz mašīnu.
Pus stundu garu Alfa's meklēšanu, jo kāds ģēnijs negrib braukt kā normāli cilvēki, bet gan caur Sarkandaugavu.
Jā, forša pārliecība, ka atradīsim ceļu, ja pat rīgā apmaldamies :D
Bet nu jā, foršs ceļš turp, laba kompānija un ekskursija Cēsīs.
Hotdogs, slapjums strūklakā, drupas and friends ^^
Tāds prieks redzet visus n-tos smaidus, ūn atkal just šito foršo atmosfēru ^^
Nu ja, tad ceļš uz amatciema majiņām, pie n-tajiem ezeriem ūn skaistumu.
Futbols, SMIEKLI, Peldēšana, pirts, desas, galds, toma paziņojums par mani, ivetiņas mocīšana, rūtas "hinti" par lauru, Lauras jautājums par elmāru, tumsa, skaistākās nakts debesis, kādas es jebkad esmu redzējis un piena ceļš. Miljoni zvaigžņu ar tādu gaismas daudzumu, ka izskatās ka debesis deg.
Mirklis kad mēs trijatā, un tad 7-atā stāvējām ar mutēm vaļā un skatījāmies debesīs..
Laura ierunājās par greizajiem ratiem, es ierunājos par visiem alfabēta burtiem un absolūti visu, kas vien pasaulē ir - tur augšā.
Rūpes un aiziešana līdz istabiņai, runas trijatā.
Interesanta piezīmīte runājot divatā. Doma manā galvā "Vai tiešām visu šito laiku?"
Toms piedzēries. Vēl pirts, pēršana, asinis, foršums. Miegs. Rīts, ak dievs vai tiešām rīts. Kopīgā makšķerēšana vienkārši dievīgā vietā, miers visapkārt, un superīgi cilvēki. Ārprāts.. Mersedesa niķi, 30 minūtes nebeidzamas signalizācijas. :D
Samīļojumi, atvadas no visiem izņemot trim.
Brauciens uz staciju, šoreiz jau vilciena sagaidīšana, 15 minūtes, stacijā ir basketbola grozs. Mums ir 2 bumbas. Aiziet.
Vilciens, zolīte, pelmeņi, noruna.
"Neveicas kārtīs - veicas mīlestībā, ir brīvība." ©Jurģis.

Here's to you

Stab your dagger right through my heart and twist
Does this turn you on?
Follow it up by punching my face with your fists
Does this turn you on?
Now on the ground, cut open both of my wrists
Does this turn you on?
Say you love me and suffocate me with a kiss
Whatever turns you on!
You always get to me

You always get to me
Always do your worst to get the best of me

Me always pushing you
Always manage to bring out the worst in you

Here's to me calling off this war
Here's to me walking out that door
Here's to the only casualty
Here's to the mess that you made of me

I thought..

Es domāju ka tā diena būs 1. septembris.. izskatās ka tā diena ir šodien..
Bumbiņ.. :(
Nu ja.. 13 laikam nav labs skaitlis.. tomēr..
I wish I had a wish.
I'd go to the past.
And make a mistake,
Because sometimes you have to make the mistake,
To know, that it was a mistake.

I hate life at the moment.
I didn't want much,
Yet couldn't get even that.

Waiting.

One question, what can't be done?
You tear me down with the same thing
There's nothing, the end, it's begun
What can you do when it all drains

(Down) There you go, always
(See if i care) fading
(Down) don't you know where I'll be?
'Cause I'm here, on my own

_________________________________

Go, but the lights are red,
We waited on the starting line,
I can hear my heartbeat melt so drive.
& yeah, dont waste no time,
Strap yourself in dont be shy,
Tonight..

The road we dont know says to drive slow,
Were going to fast, were going to fast,
I couldnt stop if I wanted to try,
Now..

Brake,Brake,Brake,
But a moment just to late,
For gods sake,
This life I just cant waste.
As hearts brake,
& the clock it stops in time,
Were going..

Down,Down,Down
& the shouting screams they drown
No sound,
But the shutters crack so loud
I shout out,
'Cos I think were going under,
Under.

The sky turns red,
The silent screams ring in my head,
Again.
Burning fills the air around,
I dont think i'll be found..
Lying here.

The road we dont know says to drive slow,
Were going to fast, were going to fast,
I couldnt stop if I wanted to try,
Now..

Brake,Brake,Brake,
But a moment just to late ,
For gods sake,
This life I just cant waste.
As hearts brake,
& the clock it stops in time,
Were going..

Down,Down,Down,
& the shouting screams they drown,
No sound.
But the shutters crack so loud,
I shout out,
'Cos I think were going under,
Under.

Brake,Brake,
This is more than I can take,
For gods sake,
Help me get out of this place.
I cant wait cos im cold and left alone,
I shout out but no one hears my calls.

Brake,Brake,
This is more than I can take,
For gods sake,
Help me get out of this place.
I cant wait cos im cold and left alone,
I shout out but no one hears me.

Brake,Brake,Brake,
But a moment just to late,
For gods sake,
This life I just cant waste,
As hearts race,
& the clock it stops in time.
So help me..

Brake,Brake,Brake,
But a moment just to late,
For gods sake,
This life I just cant waste.
As hearts race,
& the clock it stops in time,
Were going..

Down,Down,Down,
& the shouting screams they drown,
No sound.
But the shutters crack so loud,
I shout out,
'Cos I think were going under,
were going..

Down,Down,Down,
& the shouting screams they drown,
No sound.
But the shutters crack so loud,
I shout out,
'Cos I think were going under,

Were going down

Roadtrip

Well we’re taking this road
And it’s the road that we’re taking
Wasting time while we’re sleeping
When we’re sleeping, time’s wasting
Well we’re doing what we love
And we love what we’re doing
Which makes the sound that we’re giving
And we’re giving the sound

How I met your mother.

You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.

Hey, it's me again.
Plain, you see again.
Please, can I see you ev'ry day?
I'm a fool again.
I fell in love with you again.
Please, can I see you ev'ry day?

You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.
You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.

Words don't come out right.
I tried to say it, oh, so right.
I hope you understand my meaning.
Hey, it's me again.
I'm so in love with you again.
Please, can I see you ev'ry day?

You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.
You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.

I remember ev'ry word you said. (Word you said.)
I remember voices in my head. (In my head.)
I remember ev'ry word you said. (Word you said.)

Your voices. (I)
Cool voices. (hear)
Warm voices. (your)
It was just what I needed to. (voice.)

Cool voices. (Words)
Warm voices. (don't)
Your voices. (seem)
But it's just what I needed for. (right.)

Warm voices. (Love)
Your voices. (is)
Cool voices. (the)
It was just what I needed to. (word.)

Your voices. (I)
Cool voices. (hear)
Warm voices. (your)
It was just what I needed to. (voice.)
Just what I needed to, just what I needed to,
just what I needed.

You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.
You didn't know what you were looking for
'Till you heard the voices in your ear.

T'n'R.

okyo scooby abuse eclipse delete limo whitley aofz wu. Mān pietiek.!

Enuff is enuff,
Jāgaida nevēlamais, kas notiks sestdien naktī, ūn neizbēgamais, kas notiks 1. septembrī. Ūn re kā, tas 'maksimums pēc mēneša" būs pienācis.
Ūn tad būs 2 nedēļas Santa style, un mēnesis Pāvels style.
Un lapaspuse būs pāršķirta. Un sucks, ka sc2b. nevar iznākt ātrāk, vismaz būtu kaut kas, kas palīdzētu tam visam sviestam tikt pāri ātrāk, gluži vienkārši jo būtu kkas cits par ko domāt.
Every evening which seems just right started horrible the same morning, and is proven patheticly wrong on the next day. Pietiek.
Teddy Bigfoot over and out.

Pēdējā reize.

Nu jā, pēdējā reize svaru zālē drauga pavadībā, hope you do good in England. :)
6dien jāsvin ūn don't forget about Amatciems. :P
Anyway, it's so fun to skate home while being drunk a bit..
The lights are so pretty, specially when they come closer to you, and you realize it's a car comming closer.. :D
Un jā.. man pietrūkst labo mirkļu dzīvē. Kāpēc viss pēdējā laikā ir tik slikti? Tā vien gribas visu laiku tik pukstēt par to cik viss ir slikti.
Santai Paldies. :)
Funny atklāt kaut ko jaunu. Ūn kārtējo reizi pārliecināties par to, cik jauks cilvēks tu esi. ^__^ kick some ass at LMA. :D

Īstenībā..

Šodien klausoties vienu dziesmiņu atcerējos vienu notikumu.
Sasodīti jauku notikumu, kurš notika kad pirmo reizi viņu dzirdēju.
Nekas jau īpašs nenotika. Vismaz ārēji ne.
Bet.. prieciņš.. :)
Un tā tie vārdi tik skan visu laiku iekšā galvā..
Ekhh.. How I miss those good 'ole days.
Did you know that illusions don't show that they're illusions until the very last second, when they disappear? But did you know that you can only be sure that something isn't an illusion, if you stay with it forever and watch it not disappear?

=/

āāk dievs, Annij.. :/

Untitled 2 Glory.

It feels like I'm killin myself.
Just wheelin myself.
Just to pray for some help.

I'd give it all just to have, have your eternity.
Cause it's all that assures me.
It's worth all that hurts me.

I'd give you my heart,
And let you just hold it.
I'd give you my soul,
But I already sold it.

On that day that day,
The day I walked away in December.
I will always remember.
I'll regret it forever.

I remember brown [green] eyes,
So sad and blue skies.
Turned to darkness and night.
I'm so sick of the fight.

I won't breathe unless you breathe,
Won't bleed unless you bleed.
Won't be unless you be,
'Till I'm gone and I can sleep.

I was running in circles
I hurt myself,
Just to find my purpose.

Everything was so worthless,
I didn't deserve this,
But to me you were perfect.

Quiet sky

London rain is falling down but maybe you could hear the sound of me screaming out

Across the ocean


Echoing a life we left behind, somewhere in the back end of my mind

I got this crazy idea that I missed you

Like a crashing wave we slip and slide our way

Back to each other and take it out past the breakers

Where we reconvene and begin to rise

‘Til we get high enough to see the quiet sky in silent reverie

Tell me all your favorite lines and I will read you mine after I listen

Dear friend.

Ir tik jauki apzināties, ka neskatoties uz to, ka es ūn mana laime joprojām rūp cilvēkam, neskatoties uz to, ka neesmu vispār ar viņu pārminis nevienu vārdu jau kādu pus gadu. Es tiešām ceru, ka mēs izrunāsimies ūn palīdzēsim viens otram vēl tuvākajā laikā kā vakar, just like we used to.. :)
Maikij, man prieks, ka tu beidzot esi laimīga ūn paldies tev par to, ka liki man saprast, kāda ir sajūta, kad tu patiesi esi laimīgs par kādu, ūn es sapratu ka man dzīvē ir 3 cilvēki, ļoti īpaši cilvēki, ļoti dažādi cilvēki, par kuriem es tiešām varu būt priecīgs, ka viņi beidzot tikuši pie savas laimītes.
Ūn pāldies Maikuci par tavu padomu sakarā ar vienu no viņiem, you're the greatest. ^___^
Here's to you. *ching ching*

Take me home.

I'm walking in the shadows of my own tempted soul
As time is ticking by, I'm chatting with this bottle of wine
I know that I'm not perfect
I'll admit that I'm a fool
Everytime I'm lost, I'm always finding my way back to you
The one I need when I'm awake

Take me home
I wanna go
And I'm sorry I can't love you
I'm sorry I can't make you see who I am

Did he see it coming,
Dying in a bath of shame?
While all his hopes passed him by,
And all his fears killed him dry?
Now, I can see what he was thinking
It?s so easy, if you try
Killing yourself with a silver dagger
Just to show how much her love is worth the pain
Then hear her cry your name

Take me home
I wanna go

=)

Paldies tev, mīļuk.

Sad songs in my head.

Relying on my best memories
To breathe for me,
So much better than all of this,
I'm tired of singing all the sad songs in my head
But I can't find enough of anything to drown out what you said
And sometimes I find I catch my self letting you back in
And I'm so tired of singing all these sad songs in my head
'Cause I can still smell summer on your skin,
And I can still remember giving in
I feel so faded, so far gone
Nothing surprises me anymore
Not much better now, now
I'm tired of singing all the sad songs in my head
I can almost believe that I'm almost enough
Spent all of my life empty of anthems
Bracing for something that never did come
It's not enough to stay surrounded
It's not enough to stay awake,
Torn, and braced, cornered
And not feel alive.

Galda spēles.

Fõršs vakars ar galda spēlēm.
Manas dzīves pirmā Katanas partija beidzās ar uzvaru, prieciņš, hi-five Santa, mēs viņus sabāzām ^___^.
4x picas. Prieciņš.
Aliņš. Prieciņš.
Krīzīte. :(.
Atvadas. :(.
Izvēle. :(
Nepareiza izvēle. Prieciņš.
Pošanās uz atvadām. :|.
"Varbūt rīt, varbūt pēc nedēļas, varbūt pēc mēneša..". :(.
Mazirbe. Atkrita.
Amatciems. Būs labi.
Heaven. Jessā.
We did it.

And sometimes I find I catch myself letting you back in.

It's not enough to stay awake,
Torn, and braced, cornered
And not feel alive.
To not feel.
To not be alive.
Is this better than it ever was?
Good night nurse and I stop existing.

Contagious.. And beautiful is gone.

THE HARDEST PART OF GIVING UP
IS NOT KNOWING WHEN YOU’RE DONE
I USED TO THINK I WAS TOUGH ENOUGH
TO LAST FOREVER, TO CALL YOUR BLUFF

SO HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN YOU’RE DONE
WHEN THE BATTLE AT HAND JUST CAN’T BE WON

THIS HURT IS CONTAGIOUS
AND ONLY TIME WILL SAVE US
NEVER ALONE
I CAN’T GIVE YOU ALL AWAY
NEVER ALONE
WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE YOU STAY
STAY, STAY

IT’S THE DAMAGED START I HAVE TO STOP
ALL THE TIME IT TOOK TO FIND OUT WHO WE ARE
MY GUILT ASSURED FOR MY PART
I BEAR FOREVER I CAN’T HIDE THIS SCAR

SO HOW DO YOU KNOW WHEN IT’S DONE
WHEN THE BATTLE AT HAND JUST CAN’T BE WON

THIS HURT IS CONTAGIOUS
AND ONLY TIME WILL SAVE US
NEVER ALONE
I CAN’T GIVE YOU ALL AWAY
NEVER ALONE
WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO MAKE YOU STAY
STAY, STAY

YOU TOOK THE TIME TO WRITE ME OFF
YOU HELD ME CLOSE YOU MADE ME SOFT
NOW I AM FALLING APART
I BLURRED THE LINE AND YOU TOOK IT ALL
A DYING SIGN, THERE’S NOTHING LEFT AT ALL

THIS HURT IS CONTAGIOUS
THIS HURT IS CONTAGIOUS

THIS HURT IS CONTAGIOUS
(AND I CAN’T GIVE YOU ALL AWAY…)
AND ONLY TIME WILL SAVE US
(AND I CAN’T GIVE YOU ALL AWAY…)
NEVER ALONE
I CAN’T GIVE YOU ALL AWAY

Collide

You know I won’t start taking pictures until the trip is done
You know I won’t stop blowing kisses at everyone
It’s not where we are it’s where we’re going that gets me inside
Right where the heart and the headache where they collide
Straight to the heart of the problem but the damage is done
I pick up the phone call the medics but they never come
Swept under the rug where no one can see
I’ve already lost a small part of me
Take what you want
No please just take what you need
Love pull me
Love heal me
Oh how she comes when we collide
Not now you’ll say this is the game we play
And our love comes when we collide
It drives us apart, this attraction
It wont be our fault
Stand with your feet on the stairway but you never walk
When will you move
Leave here for good
Can’t break the strings that you never could
It’s all that you want
Its all that you need
Love pull me
Love heal me
Our love comes when we collide
Not now you say
This is the game we play
Our love comes when we collide
Can you feel it
Can you heal it
No?
Love pull me and love it heals me
Our love comes when we collide
Not now you say
This is how the game is played
Our love comes when we collide

"Persuasion"

^What's it about?
-About waiting.. These two people, they, they.. They meet. They almost fall in love, but timing isn't right, so they have to part, and then.. Years later they meet again, and have another chance.. You know.. But they don't know if.. Too much time has passed, they've waited too long.. You know.. Too late to make it work..
^Why do you like that?
-I don't know.
^Don't get me wrong, it's beautiful and..
-It's terrible. *laughs*
^It's terrible.. *laughs* You know.. It's a personal question, but.. Have you.. Ever been through anything like that.?
-Huh.. Me.. No. When.. When I was sixteen.. I was completely in love with this guy. He played the guitar and.. I ran away from home and went to San Fransisco so I could live with him. He convinced me that I had a beautiful voice, and I dreamed of becoming a singer.
^I love San Fransisco. He must've been a great guy..
-I.. I don't know, It didn't last long enough for me to find out.. Truth is.. I can't even remember what he looked like..

..Alex waited 2 years at the postbox.

sad but true.

The power of a relationship lies, with whoever cares less.

©Michael D.

It's been 13 months since it changed.. un.. beidzot.

Vakar bija viens no drausmīgākajiem mirkļiem manā mūžā, bet nu I guess tas ir pārdzīvots. :)
Un vispār.. beidzot mana galva domā pareizi, tā kā tai jādomā.
Beidzās laiks skumjām un nožēlojumainībai, kā arī "lūdzu pažēlojiet mani" attieksmei.
Ir laiks atvērt acis un redzēt visu labo, kas ir, un beigt izturēties tā itkā nekā laba nav.
Šodien saņēmu vienu no patīkamākajiem zvaniem savā dzīvē. Cik dīvaini, zinot nesenos notikumus.. Bet šis zvans lika man aizdomāties, un man prieks, ka beidzot mans atmiņu plauktiņš ir sakārtots, un labās atmiņas ir atsevišķi no sliktām atmiņām, un tagadne ir atsevišķi no abiem iepriekš minētajiem.
Like Nathan said
Maybe I don't need saving after all. ^___^

Un vispār, pats galvenais, es atcerējos par savu mīļo tārpiņu (^_^);;;;;;;
viņs ir pa diviem semikoliem paaudzies kopš pēdējās reizes kad es viņu atcerējos.. ^__^

.. Un tomēr žēl, jo es ļoti labi apzinos, ka man šobrīd ir tik labi, bet pēc maksimums mēneša.. eh.. :(

1-2-3 times you've broken me.

Watching anvils falling all around
And they break our bones when they hit the ground
The siren screams without a sound
So we numb ourselves with drink and drown

Got to clock in, bar code and name
Zeros and ones, compose the game
And the roof's on fire but stops the rain
So clench your fists, enjoy the pain

Think back to the ways of yesterday
The "I" in team raised renegade
In punk rock clubs and razor blades
Where throwaway kids scream serenades

We lost control again
We lost control again
We lost control
Gotta find a way to make amends
Rewrite the end
Take back what time has stole

We are the angry, the innocent
We are the hungry, the discontent
We are the marquee, the one percent
We are the bourgeoisie of arguments

(Here we go, Here we go one time)
Dropping down a well that time forgot
With scars that show that we care a lot
In the sky we dreamt like a juggernaut
Of the things we'd do and what we saught

But one by one we fall the same
How much to lose, not much to gain
So have your hope hop another train
And bleach yourself but the strain remains

Think back to the ways of yesterday
When we never even had to get paid to play
Had a backpack filled with a lot to say
But the words have all been thrown away

We lost control again
We lost control again
We lost control
Gotta find a way to make amends
Rewrite the end
Take back what time has stole

We are the angry, the innocent
We are the hungry, the discontent
We are the marquee, the one percent
We are the bourgeoisie of arguments

We won't wait
We're the lost, but we've found
We can't wait
Alarms are calling
We won't wait
We're not the fallen, the underground
You won't recognise us now

We are the angry, the innocent
We are the hungry, the discontent
We are the marquee, the one percent
We are the bourgeoisie of arguments

We lost control again
We lost control again
We lost control
Got a lost hope requiem
And we're wrecking 'em
There's no use settlin'

So when will the waiting end
If we don't pretend like a shotgun awakening
To blow off a pin-downed limb
She'd your skin cause the day is shuddering

So tie off the bleeding end and start again
The streets are barreling
With reason to reinvent our miscontent
The sound grows deafening

We want control again
We want control again
We want control
Gotta find a way to make amends
Rewrite the end
Take back what time has stole

We are the angry, the innocent
We are the hungry, the discontent
We are the marquee, the one percent
We are the bourgeoisie of arguments

We won't wait no
We were the lost, but we've found
We can't wait no
Alarms are calling
We won't wait no
We're not the fallen, the underground
You won't recognise us now

We are the angry, the innocent
We are the hungry, the discontent
We are the marquee, the one percent
We are the bourgeoisie of arguments

We want control again
We want control again
We want control
The underground, you won't recognise us now
We want control again
We want control again
We want control
The underground, you won't recognise us now

Random stock. [4 slf]

More than anyone. Aces High. G. Dgrw Stay. Just friends. Indian summer. Bent.

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Tell me do you think itd be all right
If I could just crash here tonight
You can see Im in no shape for driving
And anyway Ive got no place to go
And you know it might not be that bad
You were the best Id ever had
If I hadnt blown the whole thing years ago
I might not be alone
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take its place...hey jealousy
And you can trust me not to think
And not to sleep around
If you dont expect too much from me
You might not be let down
Cause all I really want is to be with you
Feeling like I matter too
If I hadnt blown the whole thing years ago
I might be here with you
Tomorrow we can drive around this town
And let the cops chase us around
The past is gone but something might be found
To take its place...hey jealousy
She took my heart
Theres only one thing I couldnt start
.

.
Don't put the reasons back in my head,
You say you loved me now you've left me for dead,
Oh i just can't stand it this way.
.

Time

'Tis time to break in two.
'Tis time to diffuse me from you.
I hope there was one thing you lied about.
You said you're not smart enough to find a thing.
Hope you're smart enough to understand, even tho it's difficult.
I'm doing this thing, that you don't know,
And probably never will, but I guess I should say I'm sorry.
So.. I'm sorry.
I'm glad we know the truth about me&you.
I'm glad I know the truth about you.
And I'm glad you know about me.

You say life's a game.
Well, games always have a winner and a loser,
Isn't it funny how at one moment you think you're a winner,
But soon enough, you understand, that you'd give anything to not be a winner.
All because once you win - the game is over.
But you don't want the game to be over, you want the game to go on,
With unexpected events happening all the time.
Weird how this game kept going for so long..
Even when you think it ended a long time ago,
It keeps going, and you keep playing it.
This game was interesting indeed. All until today.
Even yesterday's event wasn't that bad.
Cause like in war - when you suffer some casualities, you feel depressed,
But soon enough you're full of optimism,
And you're sure you'll turn the tables around.
Well, I guess that's a double-edged sword.
Cause when the optimism runs out, you're depressed more than ever.
You feel every bit of blood that goes down your back from the dagger, bullet, chainsaw and whatever, that you have in your back.
And then you ask yourself.. Is the game.. really worth it?
Congratulations, You've achieved a victory due to my forfeit.

I guess, just like you, I'll always wonder "What is it like to actually be close to you?"
And I guess.. just like you.. I'll never find out.

"Burn, burn the truth
Enjoy the flames
In celebration
Enjoy the sound
For us, for them, for you

I know that I've been told
My integrity was sold
Prized and placed upon a shelf
It's worth its weight in gold
But do you think, we've lost our minds?
Burn, burn the truth, the lies, the news
Burn, burn the life, that you can choose
Burn, burn the hate, that gets, you through
Burn, burn for us, for them, for you
'Cause it's no good."
okyo o&o.

Unbreakable

FoamKingdom emotions.

Tusiņš.
Putas.
Daudz putu.
Aukstums.
Draugi.
Dejo dejo.
Telefons.
SMS.
Ziņas.
Pārsteigums.
Mīlestība.
Visa apdomāšana.
Apskaidrība.
Daļēja.
Domas.
Domas.
Domas.
Domas.
Vientulība pie kanāla.
Tumsa.
Rūpes.
Dejo Dejo.
Draudzība.
Toms uzmācas pusplikajām.
Smiekli.
Prieciņš.
Domas.
Bēdīgums.
Skumjas.
Smaids sejā.
Daļēja neizpratne.
Daļēja saprašana.
Nodevība?
Noteikti ne.
Dzīve.
Atvadas.
Aukstums.
Sarunas.
Siltuma stabs.
Zvilnēšana.
Taksis.
Apkārtējo miegs.
Neliels paša bezmiegs.
Smaids sejā.
Domas.
Tauriņi?
Varbūt.
Domas.
Esam klāt.
2 lati.
Durvis.
Leldes māja.
Puffs.
Spilvens.
Tumsa.
Apgulšanās.
Neitrāla seja.
Atvērtas acis.
Domas.
Mīlestība?
Elpošanas skaņas.
Arlabunakti.
Acis ciet.
Domas.
Satraukums.
Ilgas.
Domas.
Kļūdas?
Miegs.

I guess I don't need you by my side to love you.
I guess I need you by my side to love you and be happy for myself.
I'm happy for you.
Afterall, Esmu tikai grāmata, kurai ir daudzas lapaspuses, bet nav vienas - Satura.