Šit.!
Tīk fõrša dziesma, tik žēl ka youtubē viņas nav. :(
No vārdiem, baigi uzrunāja viena daļa..
nu jā.. here they are.
She's a breakdown she's a liar
But she always sets me on fire
Man I hate her I can't deny it
And though she's my only desire
I can't get away from her
(No matter how hard try it)
I will let her go I swear
(I just need a little more time right now)
Ohhh – beautiful, beautiful, beautiful you are girl
Ohhh – I'll offer you the world
Ohhh – I can't believe what you do to me girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
Ohhh – I can't believe that this is the truth girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
I'm addicted to a nightmare
But I don't wanna wake up no I don't care
I'm a victim I'm the offender
But I will not ever surrender
I can't get away from her
(No matter how hard try it)
I will let her go I swear
(I just need a little more time right now)
Ohhh – beautiful, beautiful, beautiful you are girl
Ohhh – I'll offer you the world
Ohhh – I can't believe what you do to me girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
Ohhh – I can't believe that this is the truth girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
I'll let you down
Before I break
Ohhh – I can't believe what you do to me girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
Ohhh – I can't believe that this is the truth girl
Ohhh – it feels so good to be next to you girl
svētdiena, 2010. gada 31. janvāris
[R] Diena kā diena, tik nakts tāda perfekta.
Laikam drusciņ jocīgi.
Kad saskaties Fringe, tad viss pasaulē šķiet kā mīkla.
Ūn arī tas, ko agrāk nemaz neredzēji tādās krāsās.
Un dīvainākais no visa, ir tas.. ka tiešām prāts sāk strādāt aktīvāk, un redz uzreiz vairākus variantus, kad noskaties kārtējo šī brīnuma sēriju.
Jām.. 4))1c+? [Couldn't think of a leeter way to say it]
That brings up a lot of questions.
And jūtu ka atbildes ir tur pat tuvumā, bet bāc.. tāds slinkums par to domāt.
Un basically - es beidzot esmu sasniedzis to fāzi I guess, kad tas slinkums iedarbojas uz manīm un es tiešām nerokos nekur lai apmierināt savu ziņkāri, pat ja zinu ka es to nemaz negribu zināt, jo būs sāpīgi.
Ūn.. prieks. It really doesn't hurt.
Not nearly as much at least.
Bet ziņkāre.. nu jā.. ziņkāre.. (smirk)
Mācīsimies sadzīvot.. ^^
And I could tell you that I'm fine without you,
But that would be the biggest lie I've ever told.
And all these rooftops, all these raindrops, they remind me.
Of every time you said your hand was mine to hold.
If this is a dream, I don't wanna wake.
I don't wake up.
How have you been, I'm okay-hey-hey.
And I could stand here wishing you're here,
But you made it perfectly clear that you're not comming home.
All of these dreams of you and me keep growing stronger
I know I'm right from every night I've spent alone.
If this is a dream, I don't wanna wake.
I don't wake up.
How have you been, I'm okay-hey-hey.
Kad saskaties Fringe, tad viss pasaulē šķiet kā mīkla.
Ūn arī tas, ko agrāk nemaz neredzēji tādās krāsās.
Un dīvainākais no visa, ir tas.. ka tiešām prāts sāk strādāt aktīvāk, un redz uzreiz vairākus variantus, kad noskaties kārtējo šī brīnuma sēriju.
Jām.. 4))1c+? [Couldn't think of a leeter way to say it]
That brings up a lot of questions.
And jūtu ka atbildes ir tur pat tuvumā, bet bāc.. tāds slinkums par to domāt.
Un basically - es beidzot esmu sasniedzis to fāzi I guess, kad tas slinkums iedarbojas uz manīm un es tiešām nerokos nekur lai apmierināt savu ziņkāri, pat ja zinu ka es to nemaz negribu zināt, jo būs sāpīgi.
Ūn.. prieks. It really doesn't hurt.
Not nearly as much at least.
Bet ziņkāre.. nu jā.. ziņkāre.. (smirk)
Mācīsimies sadzīvot.. ^^
And I could tell you that I'm fine without you,
But that would be the biggest lie I've ever told.
And all these rooftops, all these raindrops, they remind me.
Of every time you said your hand was mine to hold.
If this is a dream, I don't wanna wake.
I don't wake up.
How have you been, I'm okay-hey-hey.
And I could stand here wishing you're here,
But you made it perfectly clear that you're not comming home.
All of these dreams of you and me keep growing stronger
I know I'm right from every night I've spent alone.
If this is a dream, I don't wanna wake.
I don't wake up.
How have you been, I'm okay-hey-hey.
piektdiena, 2010. gada 29. janvāris
[M] MANAS dziesmas.
Dziesmu sarakstiņš no vainu man īpašām dziesmām, vai man ļoti patīkošām dziesmām.
Sõ jā..
Slow ones
Faster ones
Galvas kratīšanas dziesmas.
Smile no matter what dziesmas.
Sõ jā..
Slow ones
Faster ones
Galvas kratīšanas dziesmas.
Smile no matter what dziesmas.
[M] Lemon Squeasy.
It's the simple things that matter.
Dīvaini kā mazītiņs mazumiņš, tik pāris vārdi, var pārvērst drausmīgu rītu par kko jauku.
Bēt nu jā.. no fiziskā aspekta skatoties, šī nakts laikam bija vissliktākā manā dzīvē.
No more bombs for me.
You see before you, an indifferent man.
He really does not care.
About anything.
What a morning..
Dīvaini kā mazītiņs mazumiņš, tik pāris vārdi, var pārvērst drausmīgu rītu par kko jauku.
Bēt nu jā.. no fiziskā aspekta skatoties, šī nakts laikam bija vissliktākā manā dzīvē.
No more bombs for me.
You see before you, an indifferent man.
He really does not care.
About anything.
What a morning..
otrdiena, 2010. gada 26. janvāris
[R] LOL :D
I'll give you 1 guess why I Loled today.
Tips:
1)
2) Viņam maisā ir tas jocīgais stabs, pret kuru kaķi asina savus nagus
3) Viņš grib kaķi.
guess.
Tips:
1)
2) Viņam maisā ir tas jocīgais stabs, pret kuru kaķi asina savus nagus
3) Viņš grib kaķi.
guess.
[O] Un just as easy as that..
Es pasmaidīju.
Ūn tad es bik nodrebinājos, nobijos, sāku nedaudz nicināt, un tad..
Tad es atkal pasmaidīju.
Ūn nu jā.. par citām lietām runājot..
Šodien no maka izvilku 2 bildītes ūn viņas tagad guļ man blakus, pie labās rokas, un es domāju, kur viņas tālāk likt..
Vēl prātā ir doma - makā vēl ir viena bilde, kādēļ es viņu nevelku ārā..?
Es tiešām nezinu, bet tieši šobrīd, tagad, es nevēlos to darīt.
.. ūn tieši kā es iepriekšējo teikumu uzrakstīju, es izvilku arī 3. bildi ārā..
Nu ja.. now what.?
Right.. Into the drawer with you, next to all my memories.
Ūn tad es bik nodrebinājos, nobijos, sāku nedaudz nicināt, un tad..
Tad es atkal pasmaidīju.
Ūn nu jā.. par citām lietām runājot..
Šodien no maka izvilku 2 bildītes ūn viņas tagad guļ man blakus, pie labās rokas, un es domāju, kur viņas tālāk likt..
Vēl prātā ir doma - makā vēl ir viena bilde, kādēļ es viņu nevelku ārā..?
Es tiešām nezinu, bet tieši šobrīd, tagad, es nevēlos to darīt.
.. ūn tieši kā es iepriekšējo teikumu uzrakstīju, es izvilku arī 3. bildi ārā..
Nu ja.. now what.?
Right.. Into the drawer with you, next to all my memories.
pirmdiena, 2010. gada 25. janvāris
svētdiena, 2010. gada 24. janvāris
[S] Good question.
"ja es butu kkur blakus, es tev sobrid ar kadu spilvenu krautu pa galvu par tadu runasanu :P uun njuuu beeidzzz ... kur palika smaidigi pozitivais pavels??????!!!! auuuuuu.. kads vinu nav redzejis???"
Good one indeed. Ūn I sill wish you'd get some garumzīmes. (tree)
P.S. Food for thought - Ne viss vienmēr ir par cilvēkiem.
[ABBčEEFiIJKKKLLļMMMPSSŠXИ]
Good one indeed. Ūn I sill wish you'd get some garumzīmes. (tree)
P.S. Food for thought - Ne viss vienmēr ir par cilvēkiem.
[ABBčEEFiIJKKKLLļMMMPSSŠXИ]
[M] [R] [O] I'm not the only one who knows.
1) M<-O.
2) #6? Oh wow.. Fuck.
3) Es māku skaitīt līdz 3.
4) They ain't that bad after all.. Kāpēc cilvēkiem tik ļoti patīk mani čakarēt.. Nū un ka man patīk to darīt, nenozīmē ka man to var darīt pretī. Es kodīšu.
5) Say all you like, but words don't mean a shit. Sõ jā es neticu ka šitas ir vairāk kā kārtējā "I pwn" izrādīšana, bet nu drīz jau uzzināšu, kaut gan nez vai tas ir nepieciešams, jo there isn't a doubt in my mind.
2) #6? Oh wow.. Fuck.
3) Es māku skaitīt līdz 3.
4) They ain't that bad after all.. Kāpēc cilvēkiem tik ļoti patīk mani čakarēt.. Nū un ka man patīk to darīt, nenozīmē ka man to var darīt pretī. Es kodīšu.
5) Say all you like, but words don't mean a shit. Sõ jā es neticu ka šitas ir vairāk kā kārtējā "I pwn" izrādīšana, bet nu drīz jau uzzināšu, kaut gan nez vai tas ir nepieciešams, jo there isn't a doubt in my mind.
[...] Guess that's the way it is.
I hate myself so much.
I hate myself for loving you.
So much.
Ūn es ienīstu to, kad lai kā es gribētu, tas nepazūd.
Skumjiem cilvēkiem skumja laime.
Kāda vēl laime...
I hate this so much >_<
ūn nu jā.. Ne vienmēr beigas ir labas, bet beigas vienmēr ir.
I hate myself for loving you.
So much.
Ūn es ienīstu to, kad lai kā es gribētu, tas nepazūd.
Skumjiem cilvēkiem skumja laime.
Kāda vēl laime...
I hate this so much >_<
ūn nu jā.. Ne vienmēr beigas ir labas, bet beigas vienmēr ir.
sestdiena, 2010. gada 23. janvāris
[M] Kamõn.
Lai kā man patiktu frāze "The beautiful letdown", letdown'os nav absolūti nekas skaists.
Jūs man liekat viebties, un viss vēderā vnk sagrozās no pretīguma.
Es gribu atpakaļ uz 4. klasi.
Those were the days..
Gaidu martu ar londonu un ceru ka tas nebūs faking fail, jo nevar jau mūsdienās ne uz ko īpaši sacerēties.
Now it's too late to live,
Only heaven loves you now,
So love it back for once,
Just once.
Jūs man liekat viebties, un viss vēderā vnk sagrozās no pretīguma.
Es gribu atpakaļ uz 4. klasi.
Those were the days..
Gaidu martu ar londonu un ceru ka tas nebūs faking fail, jo nevar jau mūsdienās ne uz ko īpaši sacerēties.
Now it's too late to live,
Only heaven loves you now,
So love it back for once,
Just once.
piektdiena, 2010. gada 22. janvāris
[O] S02E10
Aizķēra.
Dear Karen.
If you're reading this, then it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it, so good for me. You don't know me very well, but if you get me started, I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the writing is for me, but this.. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to write. There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just say it. I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn't looking for it. I wasn't on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another, the next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there's this feeling in my gut - she might be the one. She's completely nuts, in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. She is you Karen. That's the good news. The bad is that I don't know how to be with you right now, and it scares the shit out of me. Because if I'm not with you right now, I have this feeling we'll get lost out there. It's a big bad world full of twists and turns, and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment, the moment that could've changed everything.. I don't know what's going on with us, and I can't tell you why you should waste the leap of faith on the likes of me, But damn you smell good, like home, and you make excellent coffee, that's gotta count for something, right? Call me.
Unfaithfully yours, Hank Mooney.
Dear Karen.
If you're reading this, then it means I actually worked up the courage to mail it, so good for me. You don't know me very well, but if you get me started, I have a tendency to go on and on about how hard the writing is for me, but this.. This is the hardest thing I've ever had to write. There's no easy way to say this, so I'll just say it. I met someone. It was an accident. I wasn't looking for it. I wasn't on the make. It was a perfect storm. She said one thing, I said another, the next thing I knew, I wanted to spend the rest of my life in the middle of that conversation. Now there's this feeling in my gut - she might be the one. She's completely nuts, in a way that makes me smile, highly neurotic, a great deal of maintenance required. She is you Karen. That's the good news. The bad is that I don't know how to be with you right now, and it scares the shit out of me. Because if I'm not with you right now, I have this feeling we'll get lost out there. It's a big bad world full of twists and turns, and people have a way of blinking and missing the moment, the moment that could've changed everything.. I don't know what's going on with us, and I can't tell you why you should waste the leap of faith on the likes of me, But damn you smell good, like home, and you make excellent coffee, that's gotta count for something, right? Call me.
Unfaithfully yours, Hank Mooney.
ceturtdiena, 2010. gada 21. janvāris
[R] [O] Es skatos uz lāci ar lielajām pēdām.
If I'd count to 10,
And I'd close my eyes,
What would you do, when I said 1?
What would you do, when I'd be done?
When I'd open my eyes, would you be there?
Or would you vanish,
Like a moment turning into a memory.?
Would you leave me there, alone and confused,
After filling my soul with your grace?
Would I stand there, remembering your smell,
Or would I be there with you, staring in your eyes,
and trying to make my legs run to you?
When would I stop shivering,
If you'd still be there?
And when would I start living,
If you'd be gone?
When will I start living..
And I'd close my eyes,
What would you do, when I said 1?
What would you do, when I'd be done?
When I'd open my eyes, would you be there?
Or would you vanish,
Like a moment turning into a memory.?
Would you leave me there, alone and confused,
After filling my soul with your grace?
Would I stand there, remembering your smell,
Or would I be there with you, staring in your eyes,
and trying to make my legs run to you?
When would I stop shivering,
If you'd still be there?
And when would I start living,
If you'd be gone?
When will I start living..
trešdiena, 2010. gada 20. janvāris
[R] Already home.
The trouble with truth is it never lies
And the trouble with wrong is it's never right
So I rest my head under Your light
The trouble with peace is it never fights
And the trouble with love is it's always blind
I want to walk to the edge of it tonight
And I fall down
I'm on my knees
'Cause You're everything I need
And I've made a mess of myself on my own
Now I am on my face
And I'm calling out Your name
And I won't run away
'Cause I'm already home
The trouble with tears is that they dry
And the trouble within's made me wanna cry
I've never felt so much like I'm alive
I wanna open my eyes and see your face
If I had to wait a thousand days
I'll still be right here right next to You
And I fall down..
Who would've thought, that 1000 days isn't even 3 years.. It's been 1029. I overdid it. Fix.
And the trouble with wrong is it's never right
So I rest my head under Your light
The trouble with peace is it never fights
And the trouble with love is it's always blind
I want to walk to the edge of it tonight
And I fall down
I'm on my knees
'Cause You're everything I need
And I've made a mess of myself on my own
Now I am on my face
And I'm calling out Your name
And I won't run away
'Cause I'm already home
The trouble with tears is that they dry
And the trouble within's made me wanna cry
I've never felt so much like I'm alive
I wanna open my eyes and see your face
If I had to wait a thousand days
I'll still be right here right next to You
And I fall down..
Who would've thought, that 1000 days isn't even 3 years.. It's been 1029. I overdid it. Fix.
Kritiens - continuation.
You know,
It's all well and good to talk about happy endings..
But.. if a person can't deliver, if he keeps screwing up..
Well, eventually, I guess you just have to say "Fuck you"
Man patīk gremdēties atmiņās (mm)
otrdiena, 2010. gada 19. janvāris
Kritiens.
Time plays tricks on you.
One day you're dreaming.
The next, your dream has become your reality.
It was the best of times,
If only someone had told me..
Mistakes were made, hearts were broken
Harsh lessons were learned.
Šodien no rīta man ienāca spontāna doma galvā, un es taisījos izdarīt kaut ko pavisam galēju. Bet tagad es šeit sēžu ar pavisam pretējām emocijām.. Un rezultātā atkal abas galējības saiet kopā un rezultātā mana darbība ir 0.
Ir dīvaini apzināties, kad svece, kas manī dega, tagad vairs deg tik uz kādiem 10%.. es nekad nebūtu domājis ka tas būtu iespējams.. Pietamvēl, no manis pieprasa vēl ļoti daudz laika, pa kuru svece beigtu degt pavisam, un tad, protams, no manīm prasītu to sveci ar 100%īgu liesmu. Tādu kā sākumā.. bet nevar jau iedegt sveci, kas pavisam nodegusi.. kas gluži vienkārši ir beigusies..
I never knew until I got a taste
What a waste
For what I had been through
'Cause nothing ever really makes that change
Vismaz vienu maziņu daļiņu no tā ko es šorīt apņēmos izdarīt es drīzumā izdarīšu.. Es apkopošu visas domas un tikšu no tām vaļā tādā pašā veidā kā es to daru jau vairākus mēnešus.. Un kas zin.. varbūt pēc tam arī izdarīšu visu pārējo..
Tik dīvains emocionāls bezspēks..
Ūn nu jā, tagad kādu laiciņu domāju, vai es tiešām esmu mainījies, un diezgan ātri tiku pie atbildes, vajadzēja tik sevī ieskatīties, jo kas ta zin mani labāk par mani.. nēviens.
Ūn jā, atbilde ir vienkārša - nē, es neesmu mainījies.
Gluži vienkārši, jo es ar katru cilvēku esmu citādāks, un ja daļa no manas personības ir pazudusi, tad tas ir tikai tādēļ, ka cilvēks pret ko es tā izturējos - ir pazudis, vai arī mainījies tā, ka pret viņu izturēties tā vairs nav labi.
I wanna get high.
I wanna get wasted.
I wanna get in a fight and maybe even lose in it.
I wanna get this over with.
I want it to end.
And it will.
Ūn.. jām.. šodienas dziesma.
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
One day you're dreaming.
The next, your dream has become your reality.
It was the best of times,
If only someone had told me..
Mistakes were made, hearts were broken
Harsh lessons were learned.
Šodien no rīta man ienāca spontāna doma galvā, un es taisījos izdarīt kaut ko pavisam galēju. Bet tagad es šeit sēžu ar pavisam pretējām emocijām.. Un rezultātā atkal abas galējības saiet kopā un rezultātā mana darbība ir 0.
Ir dīvaini apzināties, kad svece, kas manī dega, tagad vairs deg tik uz kādiem 10%.. es nekad nebūtu domājis ka tas būtu iespējams.. Pietamvēl, no manis pieprasa vēl ļoti daudz laika, pa kuru svece beigtu degt pavisam, un tad, protams, no manīm prasītu to sveci ar 100%īgu liesmu. Tādu kā sākumā.. bet nevar jau iedegt sveci, kas pavisam nodegusi.. kas gluži vienkārši ir beigusies..
I never knew until I got a taste
What a waste
For what I had been through
'Cause nothing ever really makes that change
Vismaz vienu maziņu daļiņu no tā ko es šorīt apņēmos izdarīt es drīzumā izdarīšu.. Es apkopošu visas domas un tikšu no tām vaļā tādā pašā veidā kā es to daru jau vairākus mēnešus.. Un kas zin.. varbūt pēc tam arī izdarīšu visu pārējo..
Tik dīvains emocionāls bezspēks..
Ūn nu jā, tagad kādu laiciņu domāju, vai es tiešām esmu mainījies, un diezgan ātri tiku pie atbildes, vajadzēja tik sevī ieskatīties, jo kas ta zin mani labāk par mani.. nēviens.
Ūn jā, atbilde ir vienkārša - nē, es neesmu mainījies.
Gluži vienkārši, jo es ar katru cilvēku esmu citādāks, un ja daļa no manas personības ir pazudusi, tad tas ir tikai tādēļ, ka cilvēks pret ko es tā izturējos - ir pazudis, vai arī mainījies tā, ka pret viņu izturēties tā vairs nav labi.
I wanna get high.
I wanna get wasted.
I wanna get in a fight and maybe even lose in it.
I wanna get this over with.
I want it to end.
And it will.
Ūn.. jām.. šodienas dziesma.
This may never start.
We could fall apart.
And I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings insincere.
Can I be your memory?
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
I'll tear us apart.
Can I be your enemy?
Losing half a year.
Waiting for you here
I'd be your anything.
So get back, back, back to where we lasted.
Just like I imagine.
I could never feel this way.
So get back, back, back to the disaster.
My heart's beating faster.
Holding on to feel the same.
This may never start.
Tearing out my heart.
I'd be your memory.
Lost your sense of fear.
Feelings disappear.
Can I be your memory?
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