Nyuu! ^^

Šie pēdējie 4 datumi ir neliela pārmaiņa manā, nu jau ikdienas dzīvē, kurā es te īpaši daudz neiegriežos.
Katru dienu sanāk nelielu daļiņu sevis te atstāt, ūn es nezinu vai tas mani priecē vai nē, bet nu neliela pārmaiņa, lai nu ir.

My dear blog,
Hellõ,
Pa pēdējām 2 dienām tiku vaļā no 11 kredītpunktiem ūn nu esmu bez nekādiem parādiem, salīdzinoši labi nobeidzis sesiju [jā es ilgi vilku, bet nu nenožēloju, jo man čills kā nekā sākās jau pirms mēneša, kas ir vēl agrak kā pārējiem ^^]
Nja, 29ajā bija mana vārda diena and es pabeidzu sesiju, šodien nujau ir 30ais un 8:30 jāsatiek nadzīte ūn japavada viņa līdz bērnu tiesību birojam or w/e they're called and then jādodas uz darbiņu, kur mani dzenās kā vergu, bēt nū man laikam rīt pat nebūs iebildumu, jūtu ka būs laba diena.. tā pat kā 29ais.
Žēl ka plānotais brauciens izjuka, bēt nu man tāpat bija labs garīgais, and kad izgāju no universitātes satiku zaņu, ūn tas laikam bija pamatīgākais samīļojiens ko jebkad biju saņēmis, priecē^^
Next.. vakarnakt nosmējos, jo noskatījos Elfen Lied.
Āk dievs Nyuu is just awesome, tik awesome ka man pat sagribējās nicku nomainīt uz Nyuu, par ko es pat tā nopietni padomāšu, kā nekā pirmais solis (ava anyone?) tajā virzienā jau ir sperts. Vienīgi žēl ka Nyuu bija jau aizņemts un nācās taisīt IamNyuu. :D
Jāņu dienā pirms devos uz ķeguma impēriju parunājos ar Jeicku ūn viņa pastāstīja kā iet in the Philipines, ūn bija šokā kad es teicu ka tajā dienā bija svētki kad jālēc pāri ugunskuram ar alu rokās. õšom ^^
Pirms 3h man uzrakstīja arta, parunājāmies kādas 40 min and tajā laikā es saņēmu 125 (jā es saskaitīju) virtuālos hugus, žēl ka viņa ir ventspilī and mūsējos vairs nesatiek īpaši, bet nu, kā jau norunāts, šovasar pavisam noteikti savāksim mūsējos kopā, pat ja es to vairs nedarīšu, because I'm a whiner and I'm sick of our people who can't even make sure that that ONE day WILL be free for them, kad viņiem mēnesi iepriekš pasaka. Nē vajag tā pat 2 dienas pirms "the day" saņemt kādus 15 zvanus ar vārdiem "zini, es laikam netikšu, man te jādara ir tas tas tas.."
Bēt nu whatever, gan jau kādam citam izdosies labāk kā 50% success ratio, kā man. :D

When the Devil comes.

When the Devil comes
Like a good angel
With a loose tongue
I can't save you now

When my heart breaks
From all your mistakes
The times are changin'
I can't save you now

When all your friends
Leave again
Lead me to your disease
I can't save you then

I've longed for change
Oh, to see you choose
Oh, you can't refuse
The Savior's hand

I've prayed for change
I wanna see you choose
Oh, you can't refuse
The Savior's hand
Oh, you can't refuse
The Savior's hand
I only care for you
My dearest friend

Some faces..

...Are better left unseen..

Take your time to live too fast.

Šodiena bija.. interesanta.
8 stundas. 3 saplēstas riepu kameras, pazaudēts pedālis, asinis uz rokas un ceļa.
Neskatoties uz to visu, we did it. Again.
Ignorējot visus šķēršļus ko šodiena meta, un goda vārds nekad dzīvē nav bijuši tik daudz šķēršļi tikai 8 stundu laikā kā šodien.
Cerams, ka 29ajā tas pasākums nebūs tik nolādēts.. :D

On another note,
Finally found one.
And, I can't get these words outta my mind.

I've got these doubts inside me,
Can't leave you behind,
Wish I could see right through you,
Feel you from inside..

Caught up in this game, of
Burning love and shame, caught
In the headlights.
I am out of breath, your
Fire in my chest, caught
In the headlights,
Your love crashed,
Hit and run.

Ūn protams kā vienmēr viņiem ir arī sakars ar manu tagadējo dzīvi, and
ņja, man ir interesanti kas drīzumā notiks, bet.. man garšo šampānietis, so (sun).

This game requires an ante.

I did my best to try and be
A mirror of society
But we both know the mirror's cracked
And everybody's in the act
Faking what they cannot feel
Hoping they can make it real

Erect a life I'll never see,
I'll stand back from the scenery,
And laugh at all the other guys,
Who never could escape in time.

Stuck like flies on sticky tongues,
Chewed up 'fore their life is done,
I'm not here to compromise or apologize.

The window's cracked, I'm looking out
I see her and I'm filled with doubt
I don't know if this parking place
is just another empty space
words I've said aren't coming true
I don't know if it's me or you
this promise is too hard to keep
I have to speak,
So what, I lied.



In fields where nothing grew but weeds,
I found a flower at my feet,
bending there in my direction.
I wrapped a hand around its stem
and pulled until the roots gave in,
finding there what I've been missing.

Inside my hands these petals browned;
dried up falling to the ground,
but it was already too late now.
I pushed my fingers through the earth,
returned this flower to the dirt;
so it could live, I walked away now.

Not a day goes by when I don't feel this burn.
There's a point we pass from which we can't return.
I felt the cold rain of the coming storm

All because of you.

That's how I'll remember all of this. [1:40-4:00]

I. Am. A.Ffool again, I fell in love with you.

Turns out all I had to do was make it rain.
As I rode home the next morning,
The city looked the same, the people looked the same,
It all looked the same, but it wasn't..
In just one night, everything had changed.
__________________________________

I've dreamed about this day boys.
Together we will own this city,
Any time a girl wants to get back at her ex-boyfriend,
We'll be there.
Any time a girl wants to solve her father issues through promiscuity and binge drinking,
We will be there.
Any time a bachelorette party drives through the city in a limo,
sticking their heads out the sunroof shouting "What's up New-York!"
We will be what is up New-York.

Nakts ar dienu sajukusi.

Nekad vēl nav gribējies samīļojienu kā šodien (nujau vakar) plkst. 11:16. No rīta. Rakstot ieskaiti matemātikā.



"Čuš."
"It's hard to answer the question "What's wrong" when nothing's right."
"I'm mad at myself, not at you, I'm mad for always being nice, always apologizing for things I didn't do."
"Harder to say you don't when you do."

A promise.

I love snow.

They're everywhere.

BJ?

Like in the movies.

Big. Not tasty.

Some say.. He has a wife called Jeremy.

Guiness alus Londonā garšo dievīgi.

Dunno who did this but I've always wanted to.

Likes.

(giggle)

Looks nice.

Lielās bēdas.

HES looks scary.

Vismaz kkāds prieciņš pēc Stipro Skrējiena.

Sīkais pidars. =P

Ērti šamējam.

I remember you every now and again.

Forši bija.

Mhm..

Mēs ar Ligitu todien bijām zajebisj-kruti

Džastins lejā.

Memories.

Love it.

It can almost say "rawr". It says "meow" though.

July 17th, the day she didn't come. Vismaz doķus augstskolās iesniedzu.

..I enjoyed it anyway.

hihi.

Loved it.

Loved it part 2.

Mana.

Un tad viņš smējās. Ilgi. Skaļi.

Hi there.

Draugs.

If you only knew what did you just go All-in with.

I got them there.

Nāiss.

Ir labi mirkļi, ir mirkļi, kas tajā mirklī liekas slikti, bet vēlāk liek nodomāt "tas vēl nemaz nebij tik traki".. un ir slikti mirkļi... un some say.. Ka kādu dienu es to dēli or whatever no tā soliņa izzāģēšu ārā.