trešdiena, 2009. gada 14. oktobris
All of the soul songs of my head written, burned, and let go.
..Ūn rekur tad ir mans solījums sev.
[27.04.2009]
I take back the life that I gave you. I take back, all my fucking money too. I take back everything except the part where I said we were through. I take back all the flowers that I gave you, I take back all the dinners that I brought you, I take back the time you stole my heart, my soul, are you even listening. I take back every word I've said to you.
[28.04.2009]
Nothing to hold on to. Noone there to catch you. Nothing relaly matters when the world is crashing down.
[29.04.2009]Broken hearts and torn up letters, girl you just can't dance forever, if you want to make it better. her hands are in her pockets and she's scared to look, the picture's frozen and she's closed the book, jealousy has only got one friend, and Joey's heart was never meant to mend. Walking faster, now she holds him close, the timing matters just to take the dose, empty pockets tell the stories. There's no destiny, when everyone's your enemy. Take your jealous heart and cast it into stone. You'll regret it all, living behind your wall. And you'll never fall in love if you don't fall at all.
[29.04.2009]
Crushing down from your promises all in vein. Shot your 44 caliber words with aim. You might have killed the heart, but you've left the brain. Switch all the lights off, tell me what you want from me, take my time and my energy. Give it up, you've abandoned me.
[29.04.2009]
I won't be there, i won't do anything. No I won't be there to catch you if you fall.
[29.04.2009]
I hate this song, because it was written for you. Seasons are clashing. One more's fine.
[16.05.2009]
Back to the disaster. My heart's beeating faster. And I'll never say you're perfect. Fucking up and never admitting it. Never being sorry. Never going back in time before the incident cause I don't even remember what was it like back when it was as good as a dream gets.
[22.05.2009]
Walking on a ship that's destined to drown. Walking no matter what and holding the arm of a stranger cause the only one that's earned your trust is this one person. It's just a stranger. You love the stranger. And so you both walkon a ship that's destined to drown and hold each other's hands tight, cause it's the only hand worth holding on to... And nobody in the world cares. And neither do you two. It doesn't matter why it's happening. What matters is, that it is actually happening.
[24.06.2009]
Light the night. I'm on fire. Now I know just what to change in me, to make you notice, what you're letting go - this, was all part of my plan. Every step I take is my own. I'm sick of watching the sunrise, I'm floating straight into the sunset, here I go. I don't need you here, to validate me. I don't need you here, to show me anything.
[07.06.2009]
Take your rows and your highs like a rollercoaster ride. Like a polar that's a bright light, that's a sign. if ya believe so listen. I'm-a tell ya why. You're gonna get what you deserve, what comes around, comes around, haven't ya heard. Like a boomerang bound to round the curve, you're gonna get what you deserve.
[09.07.2009]
I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry. But it always comes out wrong. I think a part of you still loves me, even though we're moving on. Always all ways, I wanted us to be, always, all ways you and me. And I'm sorry for what happened, but I want you now to see, that I'm changing all my actions, I don't wanna set you free.
[09.07.2009]
But every time before that I. Tried to measure pain inside you can't ignore it. Right now you can't ignore it. I'll take my heart and rip my feelings out before they make me doubt and I'll fall down with flames by me, I'll love again as long as you will go. I will now rise from the ashes, don't call me pretentious, I'm sitting here making my own rules. And if I fall from the ceiling, you'll be down there waiting... To finish me. Finish me.
[09.08.2009]
Broken, bruised and numb. Would you restate your opinion and hold back your investigation. Do you see the sins you're making cause I've made them all before
[19.07.2009]
I turned away today, without even needing the guys to say, That i think about you every day. I guess, what happened today, is a sign, that I have to put you away, and I hope, that when you're reading this, you won't think about the way things were, cause today those things lost their last air to breathe. I guess I really would have told you everything, and even if not, I would've given you this letter I hold in my hands, in pieces now.. Who knows, maybe it'd change something.. But I guess you don't want that. You're probably right.. And also about the fact that people really DO always leave. Just like that black cat in your blog's picture. But well, at least the weather here, at the krastmala is nice, and even though I'm leaving now. It was fun to wonder if you'd come.
[22.07.2009]
That's when she said I don't ha-te you, I'm just trying to sa-ve you, while there's still something left to save. That's when I said that I lo-ve you, and I can't get enough o-f you. And that I really think you should stay.
[23.07.2009]
So look at me now, Understand where I am, on top where you won't ever be. You should have lived to reach the dream. Not sorry for that, just remember what you said. I'm stuck in circles, with walls around me, that I can't kick away. Take a look around you, these pictures of me, these guys following, your pretty face looks strange. What will you do and how far will you go, to reclaim the place, will you be the bandage for my bleeding. So what will you do with your back against the wall. I'm standing right in front of you. My words for blaming you, that's all. And where will you go, when there's nothing left to say. You're stuck in circles, with walls around you, you can't kick away. Would you bleed a river to construct the spirit, full of pieces, based on good old memories.
[29.07.2009]
They like you, and they like me, they like what gives them money. Money.. Is just a problem we have.. I've been to places yet I still don't know. To where do I belong. I am alone immune, to everything, to everything. Don't bother me, I'm minding my own. So don't stand in my way, I'll do what makes me happy.
[01.08.2009]
Right now, I'm trying my best to see the bright side of the darkest we could be. Can't tell, right from wrong, kill the weak to make you strong. Don't say, fear is what we need, don't try to challenge what I believe, I'll be the judge of who you say is my enemy, I've had enough, no you won't take it out on me. Faces, so many faces, in far away places, but I feel alone. Changes you promised me changes, the coming of angels, but I'm still alone. you say it's better to ignore, some say, there's nothing worth fighting for, so we shot our mouths and out our eyes. If noone sees them noone cries. We are only stupid people. Voices fading, words unarmed. We are only useless people, uninvited, so alone. Right now, I'm trying my best to see, the bright side of the darkest we can be. The darkest we can be..
[02.08.2009]
I'm a book wide open and a page missing.
[03.08.2009]
Tell me where our time went, and if it was time well spent. just don't let me fall asleep. Feeling empty again, cfause I fear I can't take it. Tonight I lie awake, feeling empty. We're better off, without me.
[03.08.2009]
There were no teardrops in your eyes.
[13.08.2009]
Sun goes down, sun comes up. Days can drown in a plastic cup, in this town. Don't know how, don't know when, something came but it left again, and I'm down, with this town. Cause no matter what I see, people love to disagree. Every time I say what I wanna be, someone says that's not how it's gonna be. Come on baby, quit your dreaming, grab your things, the train is leaving. Time to pick that somewhere you wanna go, get there quick or drown in the undertow. Come on baby, time is wasting, choose the wheel that gets you racing. Sun comes up, and down again, hard to stop feeling broken in.
[17.08.2009]
Wake me up, cause I must be dreaming I can't believe, what my eyes are seeing.
[23.08.2009]
Stab your dagger right through my heart and twist. Follow it up, by punching my face with your fist. Now on the ground, cut open both of my wrists. Say that you love me, suffocate me with a kiss. What ever turns you on. Here's to me calling off this war. Here's to me walking out that door. Here's to the only casuality. Here's to the mess you've made of me.
[23.08.2009]
I hate this day. gg :/
[14.09.2009]
I will let this go you know. I will watch this die so slow. Wonder where the feelings go. Every time I see some more, but I've got you inside of me, don't you have the world to see, just go on and let me be. We can finally both be free.
[14.09.2009]
Because you push me, push me, over the edge, Tired of wasting my time, tired of wasting my breath.
[14.09.2009]
tūtiņa
[24.09.2009]
Time slips to nothing, and I'm better than I've ever been. And my time here is all but done. You won't burn my soul, pyromaniac. Erase all your pain, tkae your anger back. And I'm up in the attic where the raft is strong. So many reasons to be tragic, and the list is long. Life is a violent attack, you cut me down. Time passes by, direction unknown, you've left us now, but we're not alone. Before you know it, your cup's overflown, you measure noone that I've ever known. And it's quite alright, and so good bye for now, and so long good bye.
[24.09.2009]
You, me, I'll break it down. The art of breaking up.
[29.09.2009]
King of contradiction.
[02.10.2009]
If you're my star, then you're shining brighter than ever, but why would that matter, if you went dim for me. There are many stars in the sky now, and the number of the ones dim, just doubled. I've got a lot, but there's one thing I'm missing. and that's my one-star sky.
[09.10.2009]
One of us is going down, it will be a long time coming, but you've got the message now, cause I was never going, yeah, you're the one that's going down.
[13.10.2009]
Nepārvarama vēlme izkauties.
[13.10.2009]
Vainot.. Ir jā. Nejau destiny or liktenis or whatever, viņi darīja the best they could. Vainīga ir cilvēku vēlme neņemt to, kas ir uz zelta paplātes, bet ņemt pašu paplāti, jo tā taču ir no zelta..
[14.10.2009]
Pēdējā, mazā sāpīte, un viss būs ideāli.
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