Negribas.

Man šodien ir tik dīvains noskaņojums..
It kā viss rīts tika pavadīts domājot.
Nezinu, vai tas ir masīvo vilšanos dēļ pēdējā laikā, vai arī vienkārši nezinu no kā, bet es ievēroju, ka pāris nedēļas nu jau dzīvoju ļoti pelēcīgi.
I mean, jā kaut kas interesants jau ir noticis, bet nu, es to neuztveru tā kā būtu uztvēris agrāk. Viss ir tik garlaicīgs. Mani tiešām nekas vairs neinteresē, pazuda jebkādas ambīcijas. Negribas vairs cīnīties ne par ko. Tik dīvaini. Viss ir tik pelēcīgs, un man nemaz nav iebildumu. Sēžu mājās un man ir tik labi. Zinu ka rīt dodamies uz Siguldu, lai veidot Izdzīvotāju 2. sezonu, it kā nevaru sagaidīt, bet tajā pašā laikā.. 1 day of fun, and then what? Nākamajā dienā būs garlaicība materiālzinību pamatos. Garlaicīga diena, tad otrdiena, nasing spešal, trešdiena hamlets, ceturtdiena pirts, piektdiena poha lekcijās. Tas viss ir tik pelēcīgi, neskatoties uz to, ka kaut kas jau notiks. Ēs nezinu, gribas kaut ko vairāk, bet negribas mēģināt to panākt. Gribas, lai kaut reizi dzīvē pats atnāk. I guess I've given up on everything un kas zin kā šitas viss beigsies..

I took one big step and I looked away
And then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say
I'm always too late
You never got your story straight
I'm always up late
I think I'm everything you hate
........
And I will stand a broken man
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Now, spin me 'round the record shop
Look at you, the record stops
Will you run, or flirt 'til it hurts?
Dance with me, with your eyes
As you scream through the aisles
Bury me a 12 inch grave
And don't you go

No need to leave the light on
There's no one here tonight
Only you and I
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I've broken too many hearts
And I don't have any clue where to go
I don't know
But maybe I'll be back someday after my holiday

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight


Ūn šitās arī ielikšu, jo biju jau piemirsis, ka šitie vārdi ir spešal.

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
It's goodbye
But we got one more night
Let's get drunk and ride around
And make peace with an empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
But we'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time
The hours that were left behind
The answers that we'll never find
They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
We'll make the great escape
We won't hear a word they say
They don't know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight