Today's anthem.

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

Un šodienas domu grauds - Man iekšā ir tāds miers.
Tāda dīvaina apziņa ka viss ir tā kā tam jābūt. Viss ir pareizi.
Viss ir.. labi. Dīvaini.. kā cilvēks zaudē visu, tā ar laiciņu rodas šī interesantā sajūta.. Samierināšanās? Nezinu gan. Padošanās? Nebūt ne. Vienaldzība? Diezin vai.
Tāda sajūta, ka neko darīt nevajag, jo viss ir kā vajag, nekas nav jālabo, jāmaina, jāpabeidz, jāizbeidz, jāierauga, jānosit.. To vienkārši.. nevajag darīt..
It kā jau jauki, vienīgais nevar sevi piespiest neko darīt.. Tā it kā sēdētu kaut kādā,nezinu, matemātikā, ar piemēru kurš jāatrisina, bet es to vienkārši nedaru.
Tāpat man tagad ir lieta, par kuru vajadzētu padomāt, un saprast.. bet es to vienkārši nedaru.. es nemēģinu.. ak dievs, that's so new to me.
Interesanti vai tas tā būs tikai šodien, un mostoties no rīta, tabiš pēc kādām 6h, viss būs kā agrāk? Jām.. dīvaini ir apjēgt ka esi zaudējis visu, kas vien bijis tieši tavs.. visu, ko nevienam citam nevajag, tikai tev, bet tieši citi tev to ir atņēmuši. Un nafig viņiem to.. oh well.

Thunder is so great. It's so deep, so lovely, mysterious and special... and yet it's never seen. Only heard.. *repeats the chorus in his head*