Peņveidīgais uz vāka.

Interesanta diena kopumā šodien sanāca.
Nu jau trešo rītu pamodos solot sev pieturēties pie jaunā dzīvesveida.
Neaizgāju uz pirmo lekciju, ierados uz otro, pirms kuras man pateica, ka pirmajā - matemātikā visiem bija vnk blackout. Tēma vienkārši sick.
Forši. Sākās lekcija pie foršās Gailes-Sarkanes. Dabūju 2 pimpjus uzzīmētus uz vāka no pimpjapsēstajiem Jāņa un Edgara, Jānis dabūja 3, un Edgars dabūja 1, bet uz lapas ko bija jānodod, ha. Nu ja, tad peldēšanas rezultāti, un esmu 2. ātrākais IEVF fakultātē, nāiss, nebūtu noticis tas nelielais atgadījums gan jau būtu 1, so I guess I'll have my revenge ^__^. Nu jā bet tas viss ir figņa.
Šodien ejot uz Spici notika, kaut kas interesants. Seriously, that looked so good, even I wanted to start wearing violet. Rēspekt.
Ūn jā, cilvēki saka, ka vieglākais veids kā likt love-veidīgām sāpēm pazust ir naids.
Tas ir tik interesanti ja uz to paskatās no vairākām pusēm. No vienas - naids ir slikta lieta un jā, bet tam nav jābūt atklātam, tas var būt vienkārši cilvēkā iekšā, nevienam nekaitējot. Un otra lieta ir, ka lielākās sāpes jau cilvēki citiem izdara nejau aiz naida, bet aiz vēlmes, viņuprāt, pasargāt. So rodas jautājums, ko labāk darīt, ienīst sev tuvos, vai censties tos pasargāt no apkārtējām sliktām lietām.?


How can we fake this and take anymore
looking up blindly and try to ignore ?
its better to miss it, there's no point of view
its only a problem when it happens to you

well thanks for making this so easy
what's the point if it's so easy
why the fuck is it so easy
why's it don't you say ?

'cause we're doing fine
and we don't need to be told
and we're doing fine
'cause we won't give you control
and we don't need anything from you
and we'll be just fine
'cause we won't be bought and sold
just like you

lies in the sender when nothing is true ?
don't be surprised when it comes back to you
are you on a mission to lose our control
or waiting for tragedy to unfold

what makes you think that it's so easy
don't believe it will be so easy
why the fuck would it be so easy
why's it don't you say

'cause we're doing fine
and we don't need to be told
and we're doing fine
'cause we won't give you control
and we don't need anything from you
and we'll be just fine
'cause we won't be bought and sold
just like you

so how long has this gone
i don't see this ending
it's too late we can't change
what has now begun
we act like it's not right
why are we pretending
we've been wrong for so long
we've known this all along

you created these problems
and you don't know what to do
you know you can't solve them
and you can't be bothered to
you created these problems
and you don't know what to do
you know you can't solve them
and you can't be bothered to

'cause we're doing fine
and we don't need to be told
and we're doing fine
'cause we won't give you control
and we don't need anything from you
and we'll be just fine
'cause we won't be bought and sold
just like you